SUNDAY 10:09
im on 77, 4 to go, i will be done today
then ive got about 25 pages of notes
mostly extractions that go somewhere
else than where they were, today or
tomrrow lates im done
woke up this orning concerned
ddint do anyting yesterday, 9 left
and that close to done i started
being concerned it wont be the
great work i have strived for
and i was like afraid to finish it
and finally be forced to face i
just dont have it in me
this last movement is my god movement
irie grace, do i even have that sensibiity
in me, its a lean segment but i feel
like ivespent a whole book laying
foundation, at this point i should be
able to dance on the edge
so anyway, damn near
done, and so on it goes
WEDNESDAY 11:08 PM
working on 64:vision
ive lost track of how many i did today
but i suspect it was 5 or 6 or more
almost 300 pages of text and
when i read thru it irs real text now
one redpen and it will be viable
two redpens and it im done
that said i could probably spend
rest of year cleaning it up but that
is just not going to happen, im done
WEDNESDAY 18TH 11:21
61:prophecy, im deep in the zone
had to abandon 5 and 6, i burnt
myself out and now i do a couple
and im in need of a nap, im still
ahead of the game, i had 50
scheduled for today
wont make the 20th but my
original deadline of the 30th
still good and going for 20th
mean ima be thru about the
24th, something like that
maybe do my 1st redpen by 30th
if this structural revision took a month
a redpen should take about 2 weeks
im gone, i figure i bore you with all
these process calculations but a
great part of my life is strategizing
production, how do best i spend my
day getting pages clocked, i assess
production process constantly
in my youth i could depend on brute strength
now i need maximum bang for minimum buck
MLK DAY MONDAY 10:43
took a nap, feel like a new man
i had reached that point of weary
where you sitting there but you
not doing nothing but nodding off
and its like your brain just refuse
to work so i gave up about 8 and
went back to bed, i had worked
about 3 hours but it was weak
work, where brain not really
working and you more spinning
your wheels and i feared i was
tapped out but now im ready to go . .
SUNDAY 12 midnight
50: solidarity, i dont know how many ive done
im dizzy tired, did more work because transcribed
20 pages of notes most of morning, sludgework
whole push feels like sludgework at this point
im burnt out but ima take a break and
come back, ive done 51 scitech, so if
i do 50 i will be on 52 and that feels
better, i will have done 7 instead of 5
thats what im talking about
god help me im weary though
how much longer i can maintain
this pace i do not know . . .
SATURDAY 11:59
45:governance, woulda been #6
but im wore out tired, ima still try
i got a burning desire to make my
daily grind, i been fudging a couple
of hours past midnight to make my
6s but thats cool, a 24 hour period
and my sliding into home every night
means im in my groove, just barely
making it, 3 was too easy, meant i
wasnt pushing myself to the limit
at his rate i will be thru in 6 days
no way i can keep up this pace
but we will let it play out and see
ive moved into an entirely different
headset, my playa movements, service
empowerment and destinywork
then my last two, illumination
and ire grace, my godwork
will be another headset
im tired as i can be
but i got 5, wasnt 6
but i aint complaining
and the clock aint stopped, not
until i just pass the fuck out
SATURDAY 12:36PM
42:strategic posture 1st 3 set
SATURDAY 1:32am
39:community, caught up
did 6 today, 5 a day will
no longer do it, 6 will . .
might have to accept 3s
3 i can handle, today i
drove myself kinda hard
im dizzy tired, can i take
this pace day after day
i dont know . . .
tomorrow will tell the tale
will it be a 6 or will it be a 3
6 is now my bar, i know i
can do 6, can i do it daily
is the question, tomorrow
i will know, im gone . .
still have not hit 40
still going uphill . .
SATURDAY 1215am
on 39: community but ive run out of
time and energy, but that mean im
only one behind schedule now, i
made up a 2 deficit today, im good
if i get this one done before i go
to bed ima count that as full 3 . . .
FRIDAY THE 13TH
12:38, just finished yesterdays 3
and am now on 5M:37:stewardship
im caught up w/plenty of time to
get todays 3 done, but this means
i can surely clock 5s, we will see . ..
today i will bust 40, which is a big plotpoint
out of 81 movements, 40 is halfway, from
today on i will be on the downstroke . .
all praises to the most high . . .
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4M: 4TH MOVEMENT: THE CHANGES
changes are inevitable, the only rule that
does not change is that everything else will
take advantage of the flux, rootwork the changes
embrace the forces of the cosmos in order that
you can successfully ride and finesse
4th movement: seasonal 28) rebirth thru 29) mojo power and 30) ital health in 31) journeys
seasoned by 32) time and 33) knowledge 34) positioned thru 35) growth into 36) transformation
28 rebirth:
in you o lord I trust
every death rebirth
29 mojo
here I am o god, bring
the mojo down on me
30 health:
hear me dear lord, let everything I do
be healing true, let all I touch be ital
31 journeys:
dear lord, watch over my journey
forth, come see me safely home
32 time:
come o god, from killimanjaros peak, emplace me in
the great flow of time, come o god and make it mine
33 knowledge:
dear god of mine, bless my quest for knowledge, let
my knowledge be worthy, knowledge folk can use
34 duty:
give me the the strength, my god, to do
my duty and the wisdom to do it well
35 growth
come dear god, come, I listen, I hear,
I see, from all things I grow in grace
36 transformation
o my dear god, come walk with me,
prepare my soul for what is to come
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