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mackdaddys mackmommas of the world unite


MONDAY 4:57 am

good strong day yesterday, not as much as id like of course -  to fix my endgame entail fixing
threads deep into the novel, so i spent yesterday generating raw text all thru the manuscript

PlanetAnkhcopy text that now got to be worked and Worked and...
x many rewrites before it will be decent manuscript

so basically the harder i work the more i fall behind
you see the problem w/that - but such is the literary life

michelle obama recently went politicing among the feminists
i think they gon find her a kindred spirit once they give her a chance

in the commentary to 1st article, one commenter responded to a clintonite threat to support mccain cause of obamas 'lack of experience':

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Well, I have to agree with you. Barack Obama does not have anywhere near the "experience" of John McCain. In fact, he has NO experience in:

1. Voting to ban federal insurance plans from covering either abortion OR contraception.

2. Voting against requiring insurance companies to cover contraception AND breast reconstruction after mastectomy.

3. Voting to ban federal funding for any family planning clinic that even DISCUSSES abortion with clients (under ANY circumstances including to save the woman's life) OR that dispenses any form of contraception other than advice to use the rhythm method.

4. Voting to ban federal funds for sex education programs in schools that teach about ANY method of preventing disease or birth other than total abstinence.

5. Voting against work supports for poor women trying to get off welfare (work supports are federal subsidies for child care and insurance that can be used by poor women who enter the work force)

6. Voting against universal health care in any form.

Nope, Obama has no experience in doing any of those things. But he DOES have "experience" voting exactly the other way...which is why he has a 100% rating from Planned Parenthood Federation (and McCain has a ZERO rating.)

And you say you supported Hillary Clinton? WHY? You seem to be against everything she stood for.

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i cant testify to the validity of the claims but it sound pretty damning
once folk focus on mccains archaic domestic policy, his militaristic foreign policy

his support of the imperial presidency

i believe they will begin to question his rep as a moderate
i can only hope mccain continue to pander his base

both him and barack gon be trying to move to the center
but i believe barack got more wiggle room,

his base love him (and michelle)
mccain base just barely tolerate him

so, im out of here, got to meet the beast  - again
two days solid work, lets go for three

all my love and a
luta continua too

rdoc




SUNDAY

hello world, old boy clocking pages
well clocking paragraphs, i take what i can get

Assa3 i bow before the great god momentum
i see zimbabwes tsvangirai bowing too

withdrawing from election, mugabe has made it clear that he will not allow another defeat

my prayers are w/the people of zimbabwe, may
you be delivered from overgrown revolutionaries

tsvangarai move trying to force african leaders to step up
dont hold your breath - dont try this at home

so, boston artist yazmany arboleda set up an
exhibit in a storefront across from nytimes

called it: the assassination of hillary clinton, the assassination of barack obama

Assa2 say he referring to media assassination of their characters
look to me like he doing a little character assassinating himself

set up a 2 day exhibit right across from nytimes, obviously playing for sensationalist coverage

i hate to contribute to his viral marketing program but such life on the web

nyc closed it down 30 minutes after it went up

artist say his constitutional rights to express himself through his art have been violated
some of his more provocative work i decided not to post, a little too rough for my sensibility

what do you think:

a luta continua

rdoc



SATURDAY

hello world, somebody will have to explain to me how to download songs off myspace,
i push the button and nothing happen, i suspect by download tChantingdownbabylonhey just mean listen

i went by BAR the other day, see what glen ford saying
he getting kinda shrill about obamas fathers day game

kinda sad to see glen so out of the loop, so doctrinaire he
dont see the potential in the moment

so anyway in the commentary (always my favorite)
this mack responded with following poem

brother name onwuku

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*U* must have had yo Dad at home???
written by OnWuKU Mawulolo , June 18, 2008

Dat Boy Barack told the Truth...

It Hurt & Sounded Ugly

But It was the TRUTH

I WAS NOT INSULTED

I WAS CHEERING!!

My Father was not there & it was a terrible growing up without him...

Mr Ford, The Foundation of Civilization is the Family Unit*

Fathers Coming Home & Being Fathers is the FIRST ORDER of the DAY!!

& I love my Step children,
but it was not right that I had to raise so many...

Yes, the Right Wingnutts Will Use his statements to serve their agenda, this is true & to be expected.

But that does not change the Reality of OUR Plight
& what WE must Do to BETTER OURSELVES

As for all those hoops & barriers & obstacles & extra curricular expectations to meet your August Standards of "True & Authentic Black Electablity"...

& the rest of the Dark Devious Diabolical "Damion" Dastardly Deeds *U* assail upon Brother Barack Hussein Obama*

A lot of your overall analysis of the "Enemies" Schemes & observations of the Brotha's missteps are correct...

I simply disagree with your assigning it as a malignancy of his character. I see naivety & Political maneuvering.

If he played it your way...
WE wouldn't be having this conversation.*

Beloved;

Do yo thang Baby*

Itz gonna all come out in the washsmilies/wink.gif

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not only did i appreciate what he had to say, i like the way he said it
me and this boy on the same wavelength

political couplets and all, i recognize in him a fellow mack, a fellow traveler
in the african american griotic society

so i followed his link to his myspace site and what a struggle experience

boy stone macking and i see the multimedia potential in using myspace
to manifest your vision

but i just dont have time to learn myspace graphics right now
maybe when i get this novel finished, speaking of which

i clocked some paragraphs yesterday, a luta continua indeed

all my love

rickydoc rootdoctor

wouldbe prophet
of the hoodoo way

maintain: a luta continua

FRIDAY

hello world, foot still bad, tried walking on it yesterday, no fun
still havent gotten back into the saddle work wise, bummerWarrioresses

and just what is what is the deal with blackfolk and r kelly
might need to be some soul searching going on there

south africa going thru (more) soulsearch behind anc youth league leader malemas recent call at big rally to "take up arms and kill" for zuma if coming court case

does not go zumas way, zuma spoke after him and did not reject and
rebuke - south africans protesting that they live by rule of law now

zuma has been forced to denounce, that was the word i was looking for

but you get sense its not sincere, his theme song is still 'machine gun'

revolutionaries unable to make the transition to democratic
struggle are the mold from which mugabe is cut w/his

threat to go to war if he lose the election next week
how silly he say that a voters x replace the gun

a luta continua

for those who dont know, a luta continua is portuguese for
the struggle continues

it was the slogan of the angolan revolutionaries when they won their
colonial war, they said now the real struggle begins

a luta continua

it became the slogan of my political generation
back when i myself was a headstrong young turk

full of unrexamined rhetoric, probably why im kinda hard
on the hard black left now, it was a struggle breaking free

of that absolutist headset and still is, constantly trying to grow up
as a force, be more effective, more flexible

while maintaining struggle (ie not selling out) or something
along these lines, its a real fundamental understanding

all committed professionals go thru but i will
have to phrase it better

suffice it to say that being true and effective lifelong force
in the struggle is important to me

a luta continua

rdoc




THURSDAY 2:20 am

okay, another day gone, didnt do a lick of work yesterday,
palf took it all, okay, lets try it again...

175_obama_fist_bump_0605

i hear michelle did good on the view yesterday
say she got what fox called the 'terrorist fist bump'

from the young campaign staff, its the new
high five she say,

you can tell she dont know what she doing cause of that thumb up like that but still its kinda cute

i think of it as the rasta respect fist and i like using it cause it mean you dont have to shake hands w/folk and get germs - im funny that way

respect respect

i hear the mississippi acting up and flooding
i grew up on the banks of the mississippi

or rather on the bluff, black south memphis is high above
the miss and not subject to its whims and

sitting at the mouth of the delta like it do memphis is
like the guardian at the gate

during the war it was called the city of sanctuary
cause it got captured early and became a union garrison

slaves get to memphis and they were home free

memphis still think of itself as the guardian at the gate
city of sanctuary and defender of the delta

and when the mississippi start to acting up
the ol delta conjureman get concerned

i once wrote a flood scene in another good loving blues that
embarrass me now that ive actually lived thru a flood

nothing like what i imagined it would be
hope i dont have to intervene on the one

traveling down river now

in struggle

rdoc




WEDNESDAY  5:05 am

hello world, no work yesterday - foot getting better (thank god)
us diabetics got to be real careful w/foot wounds

but still no work

been about 4 days now, anybody know
me know thats unacceptable, check back

w/you later today, i got to crunch some pages
paragraphs, words, something, tired of being

stuck on this last 20 pages, focus rick
step by step, inch by inch, word by word

focus




TUESDAY 3:45 am

hello world, in depth analysis and commentary on BAR
regarding influence of obamas community organizing background

Obamafathersday_lg  in his campaign dynamics, probably a little too in depth, i ended up scanning it

a little too insular maybe but still fascinating information, as always

its the commentary that got interesting, one back and forth w/author talked about how obama is a politician in final regard and electing him is just

the first step, got to try to keep him as honest as possible once he in
though i myself wouldnt trust the hard left to be judge of that (think rev wright)

i suggest rickydoc for that task

obamas recent bit on black fatherhood not really addressed to black fathers
but to independents & clinton democrats who would like to make such statements themselves

slick move on obamas part -  see the advantages of a blackman in authority, i can say this
rickydoc approve of slick moves,

as a missing black father myself i accept the rebuke as sincere
i judge this pander to be benign

dont know about hiring patty doyle, otherways of sending that no way VP message
to the clintonites w/o riling them up (if thats possible), also i notice

clinton working her heart out for the nominee is on hold i guess
but ima give her benefit of the doubt, id need a little R&R too after that battle

bush notes:
- army supervisor of kbr in iraq says he was fired when he challenged billions in kbr billings
- senate panel says torture policies started at highest levels of administration no matter what they say
- judge says admin doesnt have to account for millions of missing emails regarding war

but all this isnt really news is it, just more bush admin governing stylee that mccain mean to maintain
probably better use of my time getting a little work done

sometime you do these posts and you feel like youve said something essential
and sometime you feel like you just spinning your wheels, today i feel like im spinning

wheels, im outta here

i miss being part of the hoodoo world, been off the hoodoo
grid since my computer crashed back in january

buried in this novel and thats
where im gon stay til its done

but i be wondering whats going on, dont
like being out of the hoodoo loop

also got this plan to organize black writers from memphis
but ima have to put that on hold too

finish this novel, get some respect, make my vision clear
it will make everything easier, folk think

community organizing is challenging
try organizing writers and hoodoos why dont you

but as a literary hoodooman thats my turf and i believe
two of the most powerful pieces on the board

get the writers and the hoodoos organized and i will
be satiified that was a nice little contribution

to have made to the struggle
speaking of which, i gotta go

gotta clock some pages before i get on
that PALF plane to ghana in 10 days

wont be able to print out so it will be all redpen
for that i want a clean manuscript, a new draft

still struggling w/that last 20 pages
can you believe that

gon lose my whole summer messing
around with 20 pages -

that aint gon fly
all my love

rdoc




MONDAY

hello world, got a taste of the blues
so ima keep this tight and right

Mugabe chad and sudan have gotten into a two step, each one supporting each others rebels, both militaristic

repressive governments, both islamic, but chad seem
to be more africanist than sudan and fewer africanist issues

chad got drawn in supporting

darfurs rebels, whose activities of late have riddled their credibility

speaking of credibility mugabes repressive policies have become farce in their intensity, he has ruthlessly attacked his population

in order to intimidate them and human rights observers before election on 27th
say he defending the revolution against british colonialism - well

intensity of intimidation ensures no chance of opposition winning this election, you
got to admire their courage, their determination, and hope they prevail anyway

of course history tells us they are likely to be no different if they were
in power, but one does what one can, what is is

meanwhile back at the ranch

other day obama say if mccain bring a knife he gon bring a gun
mccains campaign jumped right on it, make sure everybody heard that

that black man said gun

(chill down big o - dont scare the whitefolk - wait till you get
in before you get to bush talking)

clinton delegate to national convention say
she is now supporting mccain, so be it

Godmother after some confusion, she was expelled from state delegation
cause we aint got time for that, you wanna go, go - rest

of us saddling up, folk who jump ship now will regret it later

mccain dismissal of supreme court decision on detainees is indicative
of that authoritarian vision of usa that bush/cheney exemplify

mccain has expressed intent to gut roe wade et al and
approved/abetted an expansion of executive authority

most of us find excessive
is that what you want

bet mugabe, mccain and bush/cheney got a lot in common
and whoever told mugabe that little hitler mustache was cool i wonder

or is that charlie chaplin, whatever, he gotta go
mcbush too  -  and so do rickydoc

aint done no pages last couple of days, stepped on a nail
and been laid up, feeling sorry for myself

look like i got the blues today, trial and
tribulation wear you down sometime

im tired im weary

sometime the hammer stun you, you get hit 3, 4 times
before you get your feet back under you

a luta continua

rdoc

 

on the nature of magic: flash fictions, the albino killings and conjuric interventions

FRIDAY

ran across an account of witch killings in kenya and commentary by local healer"

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"Others are skeptical the slain women were witches. At the top of a hill outside Kisii, Joseph Omache practices his craft. Omache is a shaman, or traditional healer. He throws bones and communes with ancestors to help heal physical and spiritual ailments.

"It is very painful when somebody kills another person in the name of witchcraft," he says. "Why couldn't they come to me so that I can perform my herbal potion to identify the real witch so that I can go ahead now to trap him and then we can see what to do?"

Omache says that in his 10 years of studies and decades of practicing, he has never come across a witch.

"These are vendettas. It is not that people really bewitched somebody," he says, adding he believes that "witch hunts are really about people expressing hatred and coming up with an excuse to hurt someone."

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these the type of healers highjohn need to recruit for
his worldwide afrospiritual protection society

or is that rickydoc trying to do that
wonder if brother omache got email

all my love

mganga maua




THURSDAY

man i am so deep in the zone, i tell folk if you see me its just
a mirage, just walk on by - still working that last 20 pages or so

Babymama what can i say, fixing endgame
entail fixing a lot of preceding text

that albino scene worked out pretty well actually
gon to do a series of hoodoo interventions

in sudan, haiti, brazil, somalia et al
basically enlisting afrospiritual practitioners in his vision of

blackworld destiny (and that of all humanity)

folk unhappy w/fox news referring to michelle obama
as obamas baby mama, fox do step out of line dont it

ran across this alternet review of book
the family:the secret fundamentalism at the heart of american power:

an account of a religious right secret society in the highest levels of american politics et al, the
elite of the rightwing ascendancy, inclu some folk you would not think would be involved in it

founded by some guy who preached that christanity had gone astray with all
this concern with the poor and the downtrodden, that it should concern itself

only with the powerful, and so it has, through an array of
techs like congressional power i meant prayer breakfasts, et al

that have nursed the rightwing ascendancy
book say the threat of the right wing is not what they will do

but what they have done

seem to be viable investigative reporting
instead of just raw conspiracy theory

as wouldbe founder of a hoodoo secret society,
such works fascinate me

must reading for a man who like to think
he know true power from the illusion of it

rdoc




MONDAY

enjoyed doing that last post about the guy in the bus station
that kind of observational characterwork narration

Samuelmulge good training for the fiction eye
think im going to do more of those

got this sequence i want to work into rest where he is doing his
fantasyworld storyteller thing and supposed to have these visions

of himself as a classic hoodoo w/mythical powers and how he
would address all these blackworld issues as this mythical dr strange

kind of shaman, what if i was really a magician like in the stories
gandalf the grey and the like

so i been thinking lately have him start off visioning it, but as novel progresses
write them as if they were actually happening, him in his fantasyworld, his novel, something

i will figure it out as i do it, so anyway i see this article in the sunday times about albinos being
killed in tanzania for body parts because its believed albino bodyparts are magical

okay, so one of my missions is to bring african magic into the 21st century
to extract the weaknesses, samesame african religion

so killing albinos for magical body parts i consider to be problematic

the nyt times article here
more information here

make me shame to call myself an afrospiritual magican

so i have this vision of me showing up, when something like that bout to go down
and show those suckers some real dr strange kinda magic, where i not only stop it

but illuminate and transform in the doing

i see myself intervening down in haiti, (if the voodoos were on the case in
haiti it wouldnt be in the shape it is in now)

i see myself intervening in the sudan, in the congo,
in kenya during their recent tribulation, south africa

and all over the united states
put a new definition on

conjureman

so anyway im going to write more flashfiction observations like i did yesterday
just do the raw here but sometimes working them as passages in rest for the weary

let me do a quick raw text of this albino thing
i will clean it up later

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Samuelmulgesamuel mluge works works his way through his rice fields with a quickness that is wasteful and finally stops, that is all he will be able to do today

the rice is stubborn today and he is covered with a carapace of sweat that calms new sores rubbed raw by the long sleeves he must wear to protect his albino skin from the tanzanian sun

he imagines his wife looking down the road wondering, hoping, praying,

it would be cruel to concern her so and her world is cruel enuf without his assistance

and so with reluctance he gathers his tools and starts back to the house. - the sun has begun to drop behind the horizon and barely repressing his fear he hurries through lengthening shadows.  he imagines his wife at the sturdy door looking for him and hurries even beyond his own fears

when he sees his compound she is there in the door as he imagined she would be, her pale skin spectral in the dusk.  what on earth posses him to marry another albino.

but that was before the rumors started, before the killings began, before his albino skin became more precious to others than it ever was for him

now he must protect not only himself but his wife and his 5 fair skinned children.
husband she will say in that voice she knows irritates him, why do you stay out every evening

till the day and the neighbors are gone

the horizon is indeed empty, they have considered moving to the city but this land is all they own and it is only at night that they are left isolated - in the night that used to belong to them

barely sun down they would take the children and visit friends and sometime just walk here there it didnt matter and while the children slept they sit outside and converse about anything and everything , a story shared with the few folk in passing, often friends would gather just because it was known they would be there

samuel is rueful as he pulls thick bars across the 4 windows, they had cost money he could afford but now the windows are barred and the door is sturdy and it was worth it, this peace of mind

pays for itself but still every car that passes they wait and wonder and so they are

instantly alert when one does not pass and instead pulls to a stop outside
and they are two statues staring at each other in the dark

pales skins ghostlike impression, waiting for the voices that have begun to mark their
days, look, albinos, that skin will make one rich, i am told their genitals will bring a man luck

some claim for luck better the eye
both are good, but one will do

I did not know we had some so close by, where do they live i wonder

a tentative knock on the door, much too tentative, they do not answer.
hello in there, we know you are there, we have come for you

the knock becomes insistent, better but still no answer
the children are awake now but as still as quiet as their parents

you will anger us the voice
on the other side says

ive checked said another, the windows are
barred, is there no other way in

no no, i told you, we must go through this door, you in there, we will let you
live if you give us three of your children

from one statue a stifled laugh she cannot hold, it amuses her
that this life this skin could ever be considered lucky

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okay, i dont know about this

that ghouls bargaining outside the door i once saw that in an
achebe story - it was kinda chilling

then ima have the hoodooman show up
king of the magicians

like gandalf or dr strange, paul maudib, w/that storybook magic
on the black hand side

not only stop this tragedy but some how transform and illuminate
the moment, the participants, the culture, the tradition

this is a fantasy i sometime have, gon work it is rest
but i dont know about writing it out online

i dont mind giving up nonfiction online, cause ima 21st century literaryman
and i understand you got to give it up if you want to establish an online literary persona

but its too easy to steal online, you just highlight and copy, hell thats how i get a lot of
my online material, its the cost of doing business

as long as you moving forward, growing, working your material into book form
you still ahead of the game and evolving from the give and take

but fiction, i dont think im willing to give up fiction like that - maybe i will
do just enuf to start the passage - refine, enrich and manifest in the text

we will see

what im doing here is using my more prosaic realworld magical tools to address that blood ritual problem
in afrospiritual practice, cause im gon nip that shit, rickydoc do not approve and im gon extract

the bullshit out of afrospiritual traditions, i swear fore god and all thats holy i am
from ritual killings to animal sacrifice its all part of the same continuum and

that shit gon cease
on rickydocs shift

in the conquerors name

rickydoc trickmaster

wouldbe prophet of
the hoodoo way

thats magic
enuf for me

the hoodoo way: as tribal shaman i bear ultimate responsiblity for my peoples quality of life

SUNDAY  9:27 am super 8 on the road

Barackblackeagle delta bound, family family family and my 40th highschool reunion
supposed to be doing a presentation, will post it at some point

working those last 20 pages of novel, got me scared to death

all these years i could tell folk 'im working on it' - now its damn near
done and i wont have any excuses anymore, either it works or it dont

its so strange, the narration, masterpiece or farce, i just dont know

my brooklyn workshop, the only ones who have seen it really, pretty much
accept whatever i do at this point, which is probably not a good thing

had a new member come in recently

and she said somewhat perplexed, is this a draft, or just an outline
that kinda rocked me as you can imagine, messed w/my head

i explained, no, this is my style im trying to make work
ohwell - just keep on pushing rick, keep on stepping

im like hillary, dont know when to quit
hopefully not as delusional

hillary has really begun to bore me, her spin is totally delusional
now, something new everyday, im ahead by the popular vote

im ahead by electoral votes, im ahead if we count by republican winner
take all rules, yadda yadda, its clear that hillary dont care nothing bout

no rules, unless they work in her favor, or can be twisted somehow
and now everybody has to tiptoe around her so she and her die hards

arent alienated, all she doing is building resentments/divisions in the
democratic base that we will be generations paying for

theres a whole lot i can say about hillary but ima restrain myself and
just wait for her to get off the stage - just like everybody else

so barack has been adopted in the crow, barack black eagle
i love it, i just love it

what the hell is going on in south africa, god help me now what
this is an assault on my people from both ends, both the folk

getting assaulted and the folk doing the assaulting
one physical abuse, the other spiritual selfabuse

and the conjureman got to just sit here and take it

i once made an effort to organize afrospiritual practitioners so we
have true power to influence social dynamics like this

if only i could get the sangomas to fix this

first i have to convince them its our job to fix it, that any tribal dysfunction
is our responsibility, our failure, then i have to organize them to the ability

the capability of power on the ground
instead of only in the spirit

in closure some blessings for the folk in china and myanmar
when i think about how much it hurt losing that 1000 or so

to katrina, the loss of 50,000, 100,000 boggles the spirit
make you wonder sometime what god has in mind

but the earth doesnt really care about us, when it shifts in
search of its equilibrium, sometime people die

when the cosmos shifts in search of its equilibrium, planets die
thats why we need to get off the planet, spread out, increase the odds

earthquakes, tsunamis, novas and rogue asteroids, all we
can do is be prepared

gods blessings on the folk still struggling
one world

in struggle

rdoc




FRIDAY 6:32  am

okay, quick commentary, what impress me is the way
the energized black vote has put the deep south back into play

Afrobluestrad_2 apparently black resentment of attempt to use obama as swiftboat
material played a large part in recent miss win, i can only hope

this energized black vote remains high for the duration
that would be a wonderful thing

also im noticing something else, i notice i dont go to
black agenda report anymore, feel like i know what glen

is going to say, samesame krugman, i have to check myself
a voice that become predictably partisan is a boring voice

i got to walk the border better,
or something, maintain

ima call it the magical eye
that hoodoo comprehension

of the whole, speaking of which
the afro-blues tradition

new work by nana kwame, one of my regulators
who apparently is a bluesman working in a shaman mode

im not clear, ima try to get more clarity on his vision
get back to you, i work that blues hoodoo fusion myself

i consider them both afrospiritual traditions
making a way out of no way

im outta here, good day yesterday
got to keep that momentum

all my love

rdoc




THURSDAY  5:54 am

so im working this morning right and i have this scene this movement i been wanting to
work into the text, where a young senator from illinois back in 2005 gets in touch w/the conjureman

for a reading on whether he should make a run for the us senate
highjohn throw the roots and note that its a crossroads moment etc etc

you got the drift of it, right

but everywhere i tried it in the text it didnt work but this morning not only did i just luck up on
the perfect spot for it but it made a previously weak scene strong, man that felt good

i got some commentary for you but will have to give it later today
right now im in the groove

all my love

rdoc



WEDNESDAY MORNING 5:45 am

hello world - gop use of obama to swiftboat democrat in miss fails
hilllary probably as disappointed as the repubs - sorry, couldnt help that 1

Huntmemphishoodooo_copy lets move to a higher plane:

i was reasonin wid rod jackmon over in comments
and i articulated something i need to follow through on

need to add to my official speculation, we was reasonin together about
mbeki and mugabe and i said

"i cannot fully express how much it upset me, in tribal shaman manifestation, when my people, for whose quality of life i bear ultimate responsibility, forced to live under  authoritarian conditions like some b grade nazi movie, i hate that w/a passion"

when i realize i had just said something i need to play with some
the bit about tribal shaman having ultimate responsiblity for the tribes quality of life

if folk suffering its cause i aint done whatever it is i was suppose to have done
some way or the other my game was slack, some factor i didnt take into consideration

some orchestration that was inadequate
need to work this understanding in both lifegame and rest for the weary

also im feeling a need to put my finger on the pulse in the hoodoo world
i been out of that loop for about 6 months now, even more if you count from

demise of the hoodoo way list
but when i titled this post with my tribal shaman bit

it came to me to precede it with the hoodoo way and i think about that
african american way i want to articulate in my work and how that is

encapsulated in my take on the hoodoo way
plus that i just miss reasonin w/my fellow hoodoos

sometime you got to withdraw from the arena
reassess, regenerate, come back new and improved

i believe this ultimate responsibility thread gon be part of that
improvement - i feel power in greater understanding of that

in strategic articulation

one benefit of rootsblog is im always working out my
evolving cosmology here - my afromology

but for right now, right, you guessed it
i got to clock some pages

i have been totally immersed in palf crises mode
restructured those last 40 pages last week, havent done a

lick of work on them since, got to redpen them now

just sit down w/the redpen and force march my way through it,
this is when it becomes real manuscript, this is the brutal redpen

subsequent redpens just cleanup and poetry, making it better
lets say a week redpen mornings, palf evenings

then i got to head for memphis, homework

all my love
rdoc

crossing the river: do or die

SUNDAY: 7:17am: all palf yesterday: ima take today for rest

quickies:

darfur rebels fight their way into khartoum, what is that about
have to put my finger on that pulse

Toles_kitchensinki think obama should just give hillary florida and mich
wont change the numbers at this point

problem is it will give her new rationales to use
best wait till its a done deal and then be magnanimous

or she will use it to drag down the convention
as for vice presidency, bad idea

cant trust her and
clinton drama too big a price to pay

i predict webb or a woman

obama folk have to be magnanimous in victory
start reaching to disaffected hillary folk

cut back on my own hammering at her and hers
apologize to folk i may have offended

put it down to a slight dose of primary fever
this cartoon is my last dig (unless it get rough again)

im ready to do what it take to make it right

and blacks got to reach out to the hispanics, that relationship has gotten
real ticklish but finessing all this will call for a new political maturity on our part

this election has thrown the game into flux and we
got to leverage the social/political dynamics unleashed

so that we come out of it
a stronger people

one wonders how i can serve that destinywork using
rootsblog as a medium

i have to est rootsblog as the place
where the real deal analysis going down

and anybody want to be in the know
following rootsblog speculations

but how is this any diff from what i try to do period
what do i have to do to serve this function here

this moment and time in the historical flow

what do i have to talk about, what do i have to say
what issues, what goal/product, what tone

etc etc

okay i got to think about this one some more
something important lurking here but i dont have

time to worry it out just now
but i feel power in this one

im outta here

rdoc




SATURDAY  4:59am: 2 pages yesterday: good to go

need to hit while im hot, quick comment and im out of here

Voodoodoll bush admin cremating dead soldiers from
iraq at delaware pet cemetary

callous or incompetent
take your pick

mcbush is going down
him and all his kin

not believing in government is a problem
in folk who want to govern you

by definition they cant do it right

promethus 8 joint:  found a young brothers account of an unwarranted stop and frisk in nyc

hillary tells superdelegates if they let her play it out she will play fair - then she make her hard working whitefolk comment

hillarys idea of fair dont leave a lot of room
but the delegates pretty much have to let her play it out

so as not to alienate her folk
so everything on hold while hillary

burning candles on barack

bummer about the folk in burma
gods blessings on us all

rdoc




FRIDAY noon: clocking pages


FRIDAY 9:16 am: still trying to get into the groove

there was something i wanted to say, some comment
o i remember now, zimbabwe, bad news, mugabe folk

Mugbembeki killing and rampaging, this really distress me
so i just read, (netting instead of writing)

that mbeki has gone to zimbabwe to mediate
that was so farcical to me that i had to say so

w/accompanying photo of bobsey twins
fair warning: the conjureman do not approve

i was about to fling some curses on them
threaten to bring them both down (magically i suppose since i have no other power)

but my logical mind was saying embarrassing delusion,dont do it

not in public like that, what i do in fiction
well thats another matter

but i want to try something, start using rootsblog more
directly an instrument of my hoodoo vision

conduct myself more forthrightly the
force i conjure myself to be

i understand the self delusional nature of it
guess thats what magic is all about

sometime it amuse me how i post so religiously
on this blog, like it really count, like this is

literary time well spent, got to trust my literary
instinct on this one, ive never had an obsession

yet that didnt eventually become a contribution
just got to make it worth the time it consume

either its an instrument or it isnt, if its not
a manifestation of power, whats the point

in struggle

rdoc




FRIDAY: 220 am: novel this morning, nothing else

didnt get much work done yesterday, mostly palf and not
a lot of that, ohwell, some days are diamonds some . .

Toni_morrison_tout speaking of work, toni morrison interviewed by time mag readers, say folk who took her comment  about 1st black president to be in support of bill clinton

were misinformed she say, say she dont know who he is on the real side

she reflect colored dismay to realize bill just another good old boy w/a plantation mentality

hillarys latest narrative: "senator obama's support among working, hard-working americans, white americans, is weakening again, and how whites in both states who had not completed college were supporting me."

whoever knew, hillary clinton - dixiecrat

hillarys colored minions unable to break free
now find themselves on the wrong side of history

but we all know toni a runaway
toni dont play, not w/her mythwork

we knew toni would cross the river

babies and all

rdoc

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Do you regret referring to Bill Clinton as the first black President?Justin Dews, Cambridge, Mass.
People misunderstood that phrase. I was deploring the way in which President Clinton was being treated, vis-à-vis the sex scandal that was surrounding him. I said he was being treated like a black on the street, already guilty, already a perp. I have no idea what his real instincts are, in terms of race.

Why did you endorse Barack Obama for the presidency?Chris Francis Lightbourne, Long Island, N.Y.
I thought about voting for Hillary at the beginning. I don't care that she is a woman. I need more than that. Neither his race, his gender, her race or her gender was enough. I needed something else, and the something else was his wisdom.

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speaking of breaking free
6 hours novel today, do or die

rdoc

treading water

THURSDAY  3:45 am: palf killing my production
not a happy camper

read natreview article about racial polarization in campaign - article ask
why blacks can vote 90+ for obama and not be considered racist

Zenobia2 while whites voting for clinton considered racist
i suspect it depend on what the call based on,

obamas call is based on trying to move beyond, clintons call is coded on exploiting racial resentment

kinda like reverend wright

if blackfolk were voting for rev wright in numbers then youd have a case - but they not, they voting for obama, they voting for a different way

one america ought to be encouraging
i sure am

the party concerned that some folk wont vote for obama in nov no matter what
others say the party cant proceed by appealing to diehard racists on their terms

as for monolithic black support it doesnt just happen, didnt happen for al, in fact
i believe the last recipient of big black support was bill clinton

it has happened here because of the quality of the vehicle, obama
the real thing - black or white, obama the real thing

folk keep talking about the whitefolk he dont got
while overlooking all the ones he do

in november we will lose the racists but we will gain the independents
id rather have the independents than the racists on my side anyway

make us stronger to dump them - make our
policies and compromises wiser

and while i will assume that i will have troubles w/obamas policy positions
and that there will be times that his policies will break my leftwing heart

i take him to be a sincere good man capable of growing into the job and if the quality
of his campaign vs clintons is any indication, a damn good organizer

competency - just what we need after 8 years of bush
that he black just a little icing on the cake

btw: if obama is nominated, his acceptance speech will be aug 28th
the 45th anniversary of kings i have a dream speech - deep

im gone, got to get some palf letters out

get that out of the way i can clock some pages
or should i clock the pages 1st - letters kinda critical

do the letters, get
them off my plate

not a happy camper

rdoc




WEDNESDAY 2:00 am: another day another paragraph

way to go obama, took north carolina, lost indiana by no
more than can be accounted for by mischievous republicans

Zenobia1also good news the louisiana dem the repubs targeted
by linking him to obama won his race too - cool

i expect to see movement by superdelegates
trying to put this puppy to bed, but then again

been there done that, lets
see what the clintons try next

this been a helluva ride hasnt it
and we assume its only just begun

may the gods be good to us

rdoc




TUESDAY  10:31 am: disaster, been kicked

back into yesterdays page,

got to work my way back to todays page
got to move forward at least a page a day, at least

40 pages thats 40 days, 1st half of the summer
can use the 2nd half polishing

btw: i was thinking, if obama doesnt get knocked out of the box today - then this tempering by clinton will have been beneficial, because

those folk he courting now are the folk he will have to court
in november, hillary has run the gamut on him

if he survive tuesday he will be better prepared
for what the real dogs of the earth gon throw at him

hows that for a positive read
im gone - yesterdays page

can you believe that - what a
revolting development this is



TUESDAY  9:17 am: clocking words

about a paragraph worth, so far so good



TUESDAY  6:58 am

well here i am again, sitting at the sacred desk and struggling w/the page
you keep hoping you will reach a point where you just coasting

Bailey1600w but every morning its the same old thing, a big narrative mess that you got to wade through, trying to make it work

mostly what im doing now is moving segments around, trying to make it work - and struggling with that last 40 pages endgame

struggled all day yesterday - i mean struggled, it was a rough day really rough - got about a page done, which is cool, basically thats a good day,

actually thats a very good day, but not for a man as desperate as me

mostly im longhanding those last 40 pages, 1 down 39 to go - two pages would have been more wonderful more really really wonderful

but instead of struggling with the page all day all day all day

i gave the evening to palf - buddy of mine chastize me about that the other day,
say they would have said no, i explained to them im of the line of o killens

ima organizer, a literary organizer, like john o killens taught me - could no
more pass on palf than paul robeson could, langston, zora, ishmael or babajohn

organizing/empowering writers of african descent around the world
building a global an afroworld literary infrastructure(s) - be still my beating hearrt

as you may know i think writers and literature one of the most powerful forces on
the planet - unto each an army - i love organizing them, empowering them

i love building blackworld infrastructures
that come under heading: the good life

im just thankful jeff ask me to play a role
good longgame is intoxicating to old player like me

i still got it, still capable of answering when the warhorn call, still got a good campaign
or two left in me, just hope palf can deal w/my prima donna ways,

jeff, mohammed and jp, they young, they can afford
to sacrfice a project, i cannot, not at this point

literary organizers, you figure over a lifetime they have
sacrificed at least one major project that could have been

a lifetime of struggle as a literary organizer has cost me
i figure at least one novel, got no more to give

i hear that clock ticking - these youngsters they
dont have the faintest idea what im talking about

tick tock - got to use my remaining time my
dwindling energy wisely

told jeff it would be mornings/afternoons rest for the weary
afternoons/evenings palf

rdoc

doing what i can

a luta continua

gotta go

working day hasnt even started
and im already tired




MONDAY

hello worlld, not much to say today, lets start w/a
useful article, 100 driving tips for saving gas

Xenobiabailey save you more than that holiday tax, okay

artist zenobia bailey, knitting and crochet, those
her pieces, like afrospiritual mandalas

ima feature her work this week in gallery de rootsblog

that might be it for today, stepping back from the primary
i keep ranting, frothing over hillary or wright, whatever

then somebody like adam banks embarrass me with
the more measured approach befitting a conjureman

got to keep my magical perspective
cant be wallowing about in the mud

caught up in the passions of the moment
what kinda hoodoo is that

finally started working novel this morning, been spinning
my wheels last couple of days, then i realize

i got that woodshed entry fear, that fear that this effort will
fail, and it will be proven once and finally

for all that im not the writer i always hoped id be
that i just dont have a big novel in me

that can be crippling if i let it - just articulating it send shivers down my
spine - accept the fear rick, and ignore it, just

concentrate on putting the hours in, 6 to 9 hours a day keep the
blues away (then i can do palf - no novel no palf)

but when you start an effort like this you by definition in a failure mode

you starting from a dead stop and you got no momentum no juice
and all you can see is day after day of challenge and disciplilne and all

you got to show is pages and pages of last draft manuscript that aint working
now and the challenge gon be making it work and you full of despair

but you just ignore that too - moneydraft do or die - masterpiece or
farce this novel getting done, gon show them all

rickydoc been down, folk think i been
bullshitting, folk have writ me off in

the literary world, i will
show them all

i am rickydoc flowers

wouldbe novelist of historical
stature and significance

my will be done

getting your game on and keeping your eyes on the prize: word by rickydoc trickmaster

SATURDAY,

that friend i was talking about, adam banks, teach rhetoric
here at syracuse, one of keiths folk, askd me to be on that

wright panel, i wrote back somewhat snarly that ima
pass man, i applaud the effort but im trhu w/rwright,

and i aint gon give no noveltime to a sideshow ...
(im in the woodshed now, no discretionary time no where)

this what he wrote back

pulling my coat when im
in no mood to listen

message received
acknowledged

check

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i hear you on that.  seems to be the dominant read on him.  trying to
see all sides, though, i can't just brush him off like that.  the bill
moyers interview and the press club talk (before the Q/A session) were
carefully thought out, well put together, and even conciliatory toward
whitefolk and the nation in a lot of ways. even the naacp speech had a
lot of that in it too.

the naacp speech was trying to challenge the naacp to have some
backbone and really step past its old boojie semi activism.  he even
said that he supported obama in that speech (though he did it in
veiled language to keep the naacp from having the IRS on their
behinds).  politically, i cant see why he would build with the naacp
and their footdragging scared politics of the last 30,40 years if his
intent was to take down his boy.

i don't blame him for either of those goals.  the Q/A at the press
club is where it bordered on farce, and that pissed me off too, but
that could easily be one of those moments where he just failed. 
intended to go in there lucid, thoughtful, and just lost his mind when
he saw the foolishness of how they came at him (foolishness he should
have known to expect, of course).  guess im sayin there's a difference
between trying to do right and messin up vs. just egotrippin from jump.

only reason im willing to try to read it a lil different is that he
did lay low for a long time and let obama do his thing even though
obama really did do him wrong in how he handled the
"denounce/repudiate" stuff after the first go round--a go round in
which the supposedly worst quotes werent even from wright but wright
quoting an ambassador in iraq.

guess i dont see wright as quite the same as the old black left
either.  nor do i think he was charging obama with pushing the left
line--matterfact, most of the black left laid low once they saw obama
having a real chance (like cornel changed his tune).

i think it was definitely ill advised, bad timing, and all of that,
but i guess im willing to read the situation and him a little
differently.  the man had a hit put out on his character, nobody was
willing to step out there for him the first time, *and* he watched the
same hit go down on obama's campaign in PA--the isht that billary and
her people did to obama in PA is exactly the same thing they did to
wright the first time, and tried to do to obama by going after wright.
  he might have just had one of those enough is enough moments, and
handled some of it poorly.  if it looked to him, like it looked to a
lot of people that this thing was done in PA, that billary and her
folks worked the backroom deals that were going to get her the
nomination, and seeing himself torn down in the process, i dont know,
i think that would be enough to make a lot of people step out there,
and that it wouldnt be all ego.

only real problem is that wright should have peeped his boy's cards,
since he made it a point to praise him (talkin bout farrakhan). 
farrakhan got 20-30 years experience knowing that some fights with the
american media are no win situations, you aint gonna be heard, and you
gonna be intentionally misinterpreted anyway (like the gov't and AIDS
comment--of course he never said the gov't had anything to do with it,
just that a lot of people who look at what happened with tuskegee, and
with AIDS drug trials being misrepresented in south africa, would say
that its at least possible.  and we know that aint how it was reported).

so anyway, long story short, i feel you on the read, and feel a lot of
the frustration you bringing.  matterfact, at least two of the folk on
the panel are bringing just about the exact same read as yours.  i
just think there's more to the story that the rest of us aint gonna
know for a good long time.  hard left politics or not, i think
jeremiah been committed and in the fight way too long to come out and
intentionally do a drive by on his boy just to get some spotlight. 
guess we'll see sooner or later....

as for the program tomorrow, i aint pushing no one way of reading it
though, was just trying to make sure that we got a space to think it
through together without having to rely on these wackass media
outlets.  cause even if you right, its a major moment for blackfolk
and the political process, and one where we got to ask how we want to
deal with it.

thanks for considerin it though.  you know i appreciate your wisdom on
these things.

ab


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FRIDAY MORNING

hello world, buddy of mine is hosting a forum on rev wright
i should go but that hurt me so much i believe ima pass

Obama2008pastor_t300_2 wrights timing is so bad i got no slack in my heart for him
dont want to hear no reasoned debate - waste of noveltime

im thru w/him, aint giving no more
time to a sideshow

got boy obama in a crouch, taking fire from hillary and her colored minions, wright and the hard black left, mccain and the republicans, racists crawling out from under rocks

mccain and the racists, well thats just the way it is, but hillary and wright hurt

i shouldnt post damn near this entire article about hillarys use of racism
her willingness to violate everything shes stood for in progressive politics

this politics of resentment shes fanned will poison relations for years

im just noting his vulnerabilities she say - im not actually using them
like them republicans would, im just pointing them out, again and again

folk say obama got this far cause he black deluded
got this far because he bringing what america need

a new politic, a higherground - this longgame
this the nature of struggle in the 21st century

providing a new way, an african american way
a higher ground to which others aspire

clueless dinosaurs like wright best get up to speed
the game is on

hard left just as problematic as the hard right

and hillary has just scratched the surface
of the racism this campaign will unleash

hillary has fanned the dogs of war

but if obama cant handle hillary, cant handle mccain, how
he gon handle putin, mugabe, osama

carville say if hillary was to give obama one of her cojones they would
both have two - boy obama gon have to learn how to work w/both hands

clinton buy into bully america, just as determined as bush
was to prove how tough she can be, how rough she play

okay, i give it to her, she play
rough, she play real rough - but

subtle she is not, and if the nomination get took by such venal means, ima have
to sit it out, cant support that, can reward that

i suspect my little vote dont mean nothing to them, but
it mean something to me -

if blackfolk sit it out and the repubs win, (or worse the
dems win without us) we got to be ready to take a punch

i suggest the passions unleashed by obamas run have yet to play out
i believe its gon get ugly, i believe the hurting has just begun

everybody gon need to throw down on this
one, everybody gon have to do they part

i believe times about to get hard o regulators
obama win obama lose, we bout to go thru the fire

word by rickydoc trickmaster

wouldbe prophet of
the hoodoo way

in the name of
the conqueror

get your game on

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from article in nation by betsy reed called: race to the bottom

Yet what is most troubling--and what has the most serious implications for the feminist movement--is that the Clinton campaign has used her rival's race against him. In the name of demonstrating her superior "electability," she and her surrogates have invoked the racist and sexist playbook of the right--in which swaggering macho cowboys are entrusted to defend the country--seeking to define Obama as too black, too foreign, too different to be President at a moment of high anxiety about national security. This subtly but distinctly racialized political strategy did not create the media feeding frenzy around the Rev. Jeremiah Wright that is now weighing Obama down, but it has positioned Clinton to take advantage of the opportunities the controversy has presented. And the Clinton campaign's use of this strategy has many nonwhite and nonmainstream feminists crying foul. 

While 2008 was never going to be a "postracial" campaign, the early racially tinged skirmishes between the Clinton and Obama camps seemed containable. There were references by Clinton campaign officials to Obama's admission of past drug use; the tit-for-tat over Clinton's tone-deaf but historically accurate statement that Martin Luther King needed Lyndon Johnson for his civil rights dreams to be realized; and insinuations that Obama is a token, unqualified, overreaching--that he's all pretty words, "fairy tales" and no action.

From the point of view of Obama's supporters, the edge was taken off some of these conflicts by the mere fact of his stunning electoral success, built as it was on significant white support. Melissa Harris-Lacewell, a professor of politics and African-American studies at Princeton and an Obama volunteer, recalls that for black Americans "Iowa was an astonishing moment--watching Barack win the caucus felt like Reconstruction. There was something powerful about feeling as though you were a full citizen." In democracy, Harris-Lacewell explains, "the ruled and rulers are supposed to be the same people. The idea that black folks could be engaged in the process of being rulers over not just black folks but over the nation as a whole struck me as very powerful."

Soon enough, however, that powerful idea came under attack.

"More than any single thing, that moment with Bill Clinton in South Carolina represents the rupture that was coming," says Harris-Lacewell. The moment occurred in late January, when the former President compared Obama's landslide win, in which he received a major boost from African-American voters, to Jesse Jackson's victories there in 1984 and 1988. Because the former President offered the comparison unprompted, in response to a question that had nothing to do with Jackson or race, the statement was widely read as chalking up Obama's win to his blackness alone and thus attempting to marginalize him as a doomed minority candidate with limited appeal. Obama was now "the black candidate," in the words of one Clinton strategist quoted by the AP.

By March, multiple videos of Wright, Obama's former pastor, had popped up on YouTube and had begun to play on an endless loop in the right-wing media. "God damn America for treating your citizens as less than human," Wright inveighed, reciting a litany of racial complaints. And he said in his sermon immediately following 9/11, "America's chickens are coming home to roost."

According to Smith College professor Paula Giddings, author of a new biography of Ida B. Wells, Ida: A Sword Among Lions and the Campaign Against Lynching, Wright's angry invocation of race and nation tapped into a reservoir of doubt about the very Americanness of African-Americans. "American citizenship has always been racialized as white. Who is a true American? Are African-Americans true Americans? That has been the question," she says.

In Obama's case--given his mixed-race lineage, his Kenyan father, his experiences growing up in Indonesia, his middle name (Hussein)--questions about his devotion to America carry a special potency, as xenophobia mingles with racism to create a poisonous brew. The toxicity is further heightened in this post-9/11 atmosphere, in which an image of Obama in Somali dress is understood as a slur and e-mails claiming that he is a "secret Muslim" schooled in a madrassa spread virally, along with rumors that he took the oath of office on a Koran. The madrassa and Koran canards have been thoroughly debunked, but still they persist--and few have been willing to stand up and say, So what if he was a Muslim? For her part, Clinton, asked on 60 Minutes whether Obama was a Muslim, said, "There is nothing to base that on, as far as I know."

Giddings calls the Wright association a "litmus test" that Obama must pass, saying, "It will be interesting to see if a man of color, a man who's cosmopolitan, can be the quintessential symbol of America" as its President.

Obama initially responded to that challenge with his speech in Philadelphia on March 18. While condemning Wright's words, he placed them in a historical context of racial oppression and said, "I can no more disown him than I can disown the black community." (More recently, of course, Obama did renounce him.) But in the Philadelphia speech, called "A More Perfect Union," Obama also outlined a racially universal definition of American citizenship and affirmed his commitment to represent all Americans as President. "I chose to run for the presidency at this moment in history because I believe deeply that we cannot solve the challenges of our time unless we solve them together--unless we perfect our union by understanding that we have different stories, but we hold common hopes; that we may not look the same and we may not have come from the same place, but we all want to move in the same direction."

A mere three days after Obama spoke those words, Bill Clinton made this statement in North Carolina about a potential Clinton-McCain general election matchup: "I think it'd be a great thing if we had an election year where you had two people who loved this country and were devoted to the interest of this country. And people could actually ask themselves who is right on these issues, instead of all this other stuff that always seems to intrude itself on our politics." Whether or not this statement constituted McCarthyism, as one Obama surrogate alleged and as Clinton supporters vigorously denied, the timing of the remark made its meaning quite clear: controversies relating to Obama's race render him less fit than either Hillary or McCain to run for president as a patriotic American. A couple of weeks later, Washington Post columnist Richard Cohen went so far as to call on Obama to make another speech, modeled after John F. Kennedy's declaration in 1960 that, despite his Catholicism, he would respect the separation of church and state as President--as though Obama's blackness were a sign of allegiance to some entity, like the Vatican, other than the United States of America.

In the Democratic debates, enabled by the moderators, Hillary Clinton has increasingly deployed issues of race and patriotism as a wedge strategy against her opponent. First, in the debate in Cleveland on February 26, she pressed Obama not only to denounce but to reject Louis Farrakhan--to whom he was spuriously linked through Reverend Wright, who had taken a trip with the black nationalist leader in the 1980s. In style as well as content, that attack was a harbinger of things to come. In the most recent debate, ABC's George Stephanopolous and Charles Gibson peppered Obama with questions such as, "Do you believe [Wright] is as patriotic as you are?" and, regarding former Weatherman Bill Ayers, a Chicago neighbor and Obama supporter, "Can you explain that relationship for the voters and explain to Democrats why it won't be a problem?" Time after time, Clinton picked up the line and ran with it. "You know, these are problems, and they raise questions in people's minds. And so this is a legitimate area...for people to be exploring and trying to find answers," she said, seeming to abandon her argument that these issues are fair game now only because they will be raised by Republicans later and thus are relevant to an evaluation of Obama's electability.

The Wright, Farrakhan and Ayers controversies have been fueled by a craven media, and ABC's performance in the debate has rightly been condemned. But given that Clinton is the one who is running for President and who purports to represent liberal ideals, her complicity in such attempts to establish guilt by association is far more troubling. While she has dealt gingerly with the matter of Wright in the wake of his recent appearance at the National Press Club--accusing Republicans of politicizing the issue--she also took pains to remind reporters that she "would not have stayed in that church under those circumstances."

It's disappointing, to say the least, to see the first viable female contender for the presidency participate in attacks on her black opponent's patriotism, which exploit an anxious climate around national security that gives white men an edge both over women and people of color--who tend to be viewed, respectively, as weak and potentially traitorous. Says Paula Giddings, "This idea of nationalism and patriotism pulling at everyone has demanded hypermasculine men, more like McCain than the feline Obama, and demanded women whose role is to be maternal more than anything else."

For Hillary Clinton, the gendered terrain of post-9/11 national security politics has been treacherous indeed. As Elizabeth Drew observed in The New York Review of Books, Clinton took steps in the Senate, like joining the Armed Services Committee, "to protect herself from the sexist notion that a woman might be soft on national security." As a 2002 study by the White House Project, a women's leadership group, found, "Women candidates start out with a serious disadvantage--voters tend to view women as less effective and tough. Recent events of war, terrorism, and recession have only...increased the salience of these dimensions." Clinton has been quite successful in allaying these concerns, although she faces a Catch-22: her reputed toughness and ruthlessness have helped ratchet up her high negatives. The White House Project study found that a woman candidate faces a unique tension between the need to show herself "in a light that is personally appealing, while also showing that she has the kind of strength needed for the job she is seeking."

Of course, Clinton's decision to play the hawk may have had other motivations. Perhaps she really believed that voting to authorize the war in Iraq was the right thing to do (which is, arguably, even more worrying). But her posture in this campaign--threatening to "totally obliterate" Iran after being asked how she would respond in the highly improbable event of an Iranian nuclear strike against Israel, for example--has at least something to do with a desire to compete on a macho foreign policy playing field. It's the woman in this Democratic primary race who has the cowboy swagger: the nationalist and militaristic rhetoric, the whiskey-swilling photo-ops, the gotcha attacks for perceived insults to a working-class electorate (as in "Bittergate") that is usually depicted as white and male.

Clinton has, to be sure, faced a raw misogyny that has been more out in the open than the racial attacks on Obama have been. But while sexism may be more casually accepted, racism, which is often coded, is more insidious and trickier to confront. Clinton's response to "Iron my shirt" was immediate and straightforward: "Oh, the remnants of sexism, alive and well." Says Kimberlé Crenshaw, law professor at Columbia and UCLA and executive director of the African American Policy Forum, "While sexism can be denounced more directly, that doesn't mean it's worse. Things that are racist have yet to be labeled and understood as such."

While on occasion Obama's campaign has complained of racial slights, Obama himself has avoided raising the charge directly. Even so, Clinton supporters make the twisted claim that it is Obama who has racialized the campaign. "While promoting Obama as a 'post-racial' figure, his campaign has purposefully polluted the contest with a new strain of what historically has been the most toxic poison in American politics," wrote Sean Wilentz in The New Republic in an article titled "Race Man." Bill Clinton recently groused that the Obama camp, in the controversy over his Jackson remark, "played the race card on me."

As for the way the Clinton campaign has dealt with race, Crenshaw says, "It started with a small drumbeat, but as the campaign has proceeded, as Hillary has taken part in things, more people are really seeing this as a 'line in the sand' kind of moment."

Among the black feminists interviewed for this article, reactions to the declarations of sexism's greater toll by Clinton supporters--and their demand that all women back their candidate out of gender solidarity, regardless of the broader politics of the campaign--ran the gamut from astonishment to dismay to fury. Patricia Hill Collins, a sociology professor at the University of Maryland and author of Black Feminist Thought, recalls how, before they were reduced to their race or gender, the candidates were not seen solely through the prism of identity, and many Democrats were thrilled with the choices before them. But of the present, she says, "It is such a distressing, ugly period. Clinton has manipulated ideas about race, but Obama has not manipulated similar ideas about gender." This has exacerbated longstanding racial tensions within the women's movement, Collins notes, and is likely to alienate young black women who might otherwise have been receptive to feminism. "We had made progress in getting younger black women to see that gender does matter in their lives. Now they are going to ask, What kind of white woman is Hillary Clinton?"

The sense of progress unraveling is profound. "What happened to the perspective that the failures of feminism lay in pandering to racism, to everyone nodding that these were fatal mistakes--how is it that all that could be jettisoned?" asks Crenshaw, who co-wrote a piece with Eve Ensler on the Huffington Post called "Feminist Ultimatums: Not in Our Name." Crenshaw says that, appalled as she is by the sexism toward Clinton, she found herself stunned by some of the arguments pro-Hillary feminists were making. "There is a myopic focus on the aspiration of having a woman in the White House--perhaps not any woman, but it seems to be pretty much enough that she be a Democratic woman." This stance, says Crenshaw, "is really a betrayal."

Frances Kissling, the former president of Catholics for a Free Choice, attributes this go-for-broke attitude to the mindset of corporate feminism. "There's a way in which feminists who have been seriously engaged in electoral politics for a long time, the institutional DC feminist leadership, they are just with Hillary Clinton come hell or high water. I think they have accepted, as she has accepted, a similar career trajectory. They are not uncomfortable with what has gone on in the campaign, because they see electoral campaigns as mere instruments for getting elected. This is just the way it is. We have to get elected."

The implications of all this for the future of feminism depend significantly on the outcome of the primary, says Kissling. "If Clinton wins, the older-line women's movement will continue; it will be a continuation of power for them. If she doesn't win, it will be a death knell for those people. And that may be a good thing--that a younger generation will start to take over."

Many younger women, indeed, have responded to the admonishments of their pro-Hillary second-wave elders by articulating a sophisticated political orientation that includes feminism but is not confined to it. They may support Obama, but they still abhor the sexism Clinton has faced. And they detect--and reject--a tinge of sexism among male peers who have developed man-crushes on the dashing senator from Illinois. "Even while they voice dismay over the retro tone of the pro-Clinton feminist whine, a growing number of young women are struggling to describe a gut conviction that there is something dark and funky, and probably not so female-friendly, running below the frantic fanaticism of their Obama-loving compatriots," wrote Rebecca Traister in Salon.

It's not just young feminists who have taken such a nuanced view. Calling themselves Feminists for Peace and Obama, 1,500 prominent progressive feminists--including Kissling, Barbara Ehrenreich and this magazine's Katha Pollitt--signed on to a statement endorsing him and disavowing Clinton's militaristic politics. "Issues of war and peace are also part of a feminist agenda," they declared.

In some sense, this is a clarifying moment as well as a wrenching one. For so many years, feminists have been engaged in a pushback against the right that has obscured some of the real and important differences among them. "Today you see things you might not have seen. It's clearer now about where the lines are between corporate feminism and more grassroots, global feminism," says Crenshaw. Women who identify with the latter movement are saying, as she puts it, "'Wait a minute, that's not the banner we are marching under!'"

Feminist Obama supporters of all ages and hues, meanwhile, are hoping that he comes out of this bruising primary with his style of politics intact. While he calls it "a new kind of politics," Clinton and Obama are actually very similar in their records and agendas (which is perhaps why this contest has fixated so obsessively on their gender and race). But in his rhetoric and his stance toward the world outside our borders, Obama does appear to offer a way out of the testosterone-addled GOP framework. As he said after losing Pennsylvania, "We can be a party that thinks the only way to look tough on national security is to talk, and act, and vote like George Bush and John McCain. We can use fear as a tactic and the threat of terrorism to scare up votes. Or we can decide that real strength is asking the tough questions before we send our troops to fight."

As comedian Chris Rock quipped, Bush "fucked up so bad that he's made it hard for a white man to run for President." Rock spoke too soon: many are hungry for a shift, but the country needs the right push to get there. Unfortunately, from Hillary Clinton, it's getting a shove in the wrong direction.

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couldnt have said that no better myself

in struggle

rdoc



THURSDAY MORNING

well well well

hillary operatives in dc, organization called womens voices womens votes
using robocalls in north carolina to supress black vote

busted by a local nonprofit that traced anonymous calls when
black residents protested misleading information

suppressing the black vote is a political felony

kinda like putting nelson mandela on the terrorist watch list
mistake says washington, congress vows to fix it

may 3rd declared nyc day of absence behind sean bell case
rioting passe, blackfolk try a no spend boycott

likely to fail but what the hell
a luta continua - more or less

rdoc




WEDNESDAY  4:01 AM

hello world, last class yesterday, ima free man
usually i just crash for a week or so but im so desperate

Turtleeeewhe i hope i hit the ground running
look here i aint gon say i told you so

but who let rev wright out
what possess him to step out now

some say the hard black left gunning for obama
in a war for the hearts and souls of blackfolk

some say the reverend wright just a gloryhound in
love with the sound of his voice

some say he a plant for clinton, well okay maybe not him
but the folk giving him play (who is this barabara reynolds)

i say he took his eyes off the prize

i credit him for the service trinity has provided

the right reverend has his role to play in the struggle
but warrior need to know when to come strong when to lay low

not your moment man, aint about you
forgive him lord, he know not what he do

not a clue

let me put this next post under human interest maybe
the turtle above was run over by a car

nursed back to health by a good samaritan except for
that crushed leg - so he was given a set of wheels

i enjoyed posting that

im outta here, rest or work
either one count as

rest for the weary

speaking of which, a nyfa in fiction, a vote of confidence just when i need
it, i forgot i applied, one of those spur of the moment things, today nyfa

tomorrow a mac, im
burning a candle

all my love

rdoc