SUNDAY
babajohn o killens: the great griot master of brooklyn
"i think youve found your voice"
headed for brooklyn for my monthly workshop there
its a great hassle, $100 in gas & tolls, a 10 hour drive roundtrip
and a stack of manuscripts that need reading
but i read the manuscript of one of the workshop members
stacey barney, last night in which she broke thru on a manuscript
she has been struggling with for almost 8 years
stacey was the baby of the workshop
she too has trekked to workshop, first from philly
and then from an mfa program in boston
she has shown the kind of literary heart that a novel requires
and to see her finally as john used to say
find her voice
for this novel made me feel like all the hassle
of maintaining that workshop was worthwhile
i called her, so tickled to be able to say
i think youve found your voice on this one stacey
and that made me remember all the times i would
hear john say that to some student in his workshop
and i felt what he must have felt then
i was thinking just a little while back
while looking at the stacks of manuscript that
are constantly by my bed to be read
students, proteges, workshop members, friends
and how during the semester i am reading about
3 manuscripts a day (shorts) just to keep up
and somebodys novel on the weekends
and still got a backlog of about 3 novels that
have been sitting by my bed for up to 5 months
or so
and i thought about john then and how he
must have felt with all the manuscripts that
he read for us the group of young believers who gathered
around him in his final years and followed him
from school to school and what that must have
cost him in terms of his own work
and sometimes i resent the time effort and money
maintaining the new renaissance workshop costs me
all the hours i could have put into my own work
and sometimes i feel like a fool for not charging folk
most workshops these days are paid operations
while my workshop is brooklyn is strictly oldschool
cause in the 13 years i was in his workshop
john o killens never charged us a dime
and its different when you running a workshop for pay
which i have done,
instead of a gathering of like minded souls
its a gathering of whoever pays you, whether you feel resonance
for their work and their vision or not
but i am of the line of o killens
and though john o gets nothing near like the respect he deserves
everything i do is in his name
and thats a flame i intend to keep burning
thats a flame i hope to pass on to future generations
and when i am able to say to somebody who has struggled
like stacey has struggled, 'i think youve found your voice'
i can feel john o killens standing with me then
it makes it all worthwhile
so anyway, ima close down shop now and get on the road to brooklyn
and i think i might stop by and see ms grace - the queen mother
and i think i will go by johns grave and sit a moment and just
get my batteries recharged
im tired and im weary
and i could use a little rest
in struggle
rickydoc flowers
genocide? in darfur
article about the sudan
reporter interviews many of the leaders
of the sudan and listens to their banal denials
of genocide
tells of photos taken by the african union that show
carpets of the dead
tells of photos of villages burning as far as the eye can see
the vice president of the sudan claims its because they are
made of straw and accidentally caught fire somehow
to the point where 2 million of the 2.6 million darfurians
are now living in refugee camps and the deathtoll
reaches for half a million
said that the burning has slowed simply because there
are hardly any more villages left to burn
has an account of the leader of the janjaweed
hosting a dinner with the leaders of the Fur
the black tribe for which the area is named
in which the Fur chieftains beg their 'arab' overlords
to let their people return to their burnt out villages
that breaks the heart
just breaks the heart
and one wonders why i am so concerned
with the islamicization of africa
or to be even franker, the islamic conquest
of africa,
people say this is not a religious
issue because they are all muslims
no, they are all blackfolk, some of which
consider themselves so muslim that they
now identify themselves as arabs
warring against blackfolks who
do not identify themselves as arab
folk say its not racial, its tribal
if so, its one that breaks down on arab/black lines
far as im concerned its all part and parcel
of the ongoing islamic conquest of africa
one day very soon islam must be made to understand
that it is a guest in africa and not a conqueror
i try to find the silver lining in this:
perhaps this forced ethnic cleansing
will result in the urbanization of the darfur
perhaps they will militarize themselves to
the point of self defense and even vengeance
perhaps they will reject islamicization
even more emphatically
but these scenarios do not assuage my anger
i want to come to the aid of my beleaguered kin
and cannot, my frustration runneth over
we are so weak that we can only sit and watch now
but i swear by god and all thats holy one day they
will pay
word
by rickydoc flowers
SATURDAY
haiti at the crossroads
the american installed interim govenment of haiti
has been politicing to rejoin the caribbean community
but continues to be rejected until it fulfills certain
conditions including reining in the repression of
aristedes followers and holding a fair and legal
election
the haitian government has tried to peel off the
soft support of the caribbean boycott of haiti
and its refusal to contribute troops to the
occupation but the caribs standing firm on it
their position is there but for the grace of god
go i
meanwhile aristedes former prime minister yvon neptune
has recommenced a hunger strike protesting his
politically based incarceration for the last 10 months
poor haiti
FRIDAY
patology
one of the mfa students here at the cuse
patrick dacey, has a weblog up
patdacey.com thats bumping
as you know i bemoan that fact
that the literary world has not yet
begun to play the web for the literary instrument
and potential work of art that it is
and it pleases me to see pat dacey
is on the case and the cutting edge
like what he done with it too
i asked him about those flash fiction pieces
cause i would like to do something like that
but fear that daily flash would spotlight too much
of my personal life
so i asked him where did he get his material
he said those are my dreams . . .
"I build a church with my mind. Sometimes I go there to pray. Sometimes I split a piece of mahogahy from the steeple and build a woman and sometimes we pray with our backs to one another, palms of our feet touching, and we could be anyone anywhere, or, more importantly, it could've been her who built the church...."
his dreams
now aint that appropriate
i could work w/that . .
he asked me how i felt about how i chronicle
my struggle with the work ( rest for the weary, book of flowers, etc)
on rootsblog and i told him that
its part of the distinction im making
for rootsblog itself as a literary work
and then we talked about some of the challenges of
literarywork on the web as cutting edge genrework
then we traded some bluestapes
pat love them old country blues that dont move
me as much as the cutting edge
but the boy know his blues, old and new,
and be turning me on to folk i dont know
(ima try this big maceo tape he gave me right now)
anybody who can do that gets my respect as a fellow traveler
and keeper of the flame
good writer too, keep an eye out for him
he like to take his characters to the wall
and break them
hangingtough
arf
okeydoke phase 2: the trojan horse option
okay, so bush has offered his "plan" for saving social security
and we are about to move into an endgame here
what we have got to keep in mind that bush & company is not
trying to save social security, he is trying
to kill it and thats an impo distinction
since they havent been able to convince
the american people to go for the okeydoke
and slit their own retired throats
they have decided to longgame the benefit cut
with this new scenario
diane watson, demo from calif put it well:
"pure and simple, republicans are manufacturing a social security crisis that does not exist in order to dismantle social security. If the republican attempt to cut social security benefits went into effect today in my home state of california, the average recipient would see his or her monthly benefits drop by $393. this represents a significant loss in income for persons, many of whom are retired and on a fixed income. we need to strengthen social security, not launch a trojan horse that will eventually lead to the dismantlement of social security"
and dont you ever think bush is giving up
on his privatization scheme
this is the scenario:
eventually they are going to say we give up
on the privatized social security accounts
& try to come up with a plan reasonable enuf
to peal off some democrats in the senate
then the rightwing thugs in the house are going to
do their oneparty thing to pass what they are
now calling 'a retirement package' that they
hope will hide the pain (like nobody is paying attention?)
and in the congressional conference to synchronize the two
bet your last dollar privatization is going to find its way into that bill
as moderate a version as possible at first, barely enuf to object to
but it shall spawn like the trojan trick that it is
and if it doesnt, the backup plan is to transform social security
from a retirement safety net to a welfare program for the poor
will make it susceptible to a loss of the general support
it now engenders,
as we have seen the rightwing ascendancy doesnt mind
waiting a couple of generations for their game to manifest
they are talking about up to 40% cuts for folk like me
who depending on social security to help me out
this cutback would be on top of the one attending the
privatized accounts
even with no deal, social security will be able to
pay 80% of the current payments so if this is
the best you can do just leave it alone
a 20% cut i can live with, 40 would kill me
the easiest and fairest way to address the shortfall would
be to remove the $90,000 dollar cap but the problem with that
is that it would save social security as is and they dont want that
we have to remember, they arent trying to save social security
they are trying to kill it - we cant ever forget that
its almost laughable that bush and the rightwing are all of
a sudden concerned about the poor when their primary governing
philsophy all along is winner take all capitalism and
the rest be damned
now all of a sudden they concerned about the poor
this is a travesty
thats why the democs are saying no deal until
the president publicly removes privatization
from the board
(i guess i should be calling that personal accounts
like all the other media voices that have been disciplined
on the semantics of this struggle)
so the democs have been saying no deal until
the president publicly removes so called personal accounts
from the table
and they should reject this latest scenario out of hand
they are going to be accused of being obstructionist by
the republican machine so we cant fall for that okeydoke
we have to support them in this reaguard defense they have mounted
pat them on the back, give them a cool drink of water
when they need it
they been putting up the good fight lately
and just between me and you
im proud of them
in struggle
rickydoc flowers
THURSDAY
family values
i feel like im gossiping w/this one
but its so juicy i cant help myself
apparently mfume didnt resign from
the naacp because of differences over direction
but because him and his sons were treating
the naacp like it was their own little harem
promoting women they were involved with
punishing ones that resisted
at least the ben chavis was only
procuring for himself
mfume brought his sons
to the trough
WEDNESDAY
where do they find these people
judge janice brown, one of the controversial 10 judges
renominated by george bush
gave a speech at a gathering of catholic lawyers
called the 'red mass' (sounds ominous doesnt it)
on the same day as frists war against the faith speech
in which she declared a war against secular humanists
"There seems to have been no time since the Civil War that this country was so bitterly divided. It's not a shooting war, but it is a war. These are perilous times for people of faith."
she went on to say that religion is the only basis of american freedom
and that atheism has "handed human destiny over to the great god,
autonomy, and this is quite a different idea of freedom…. Freedom then
becomes willfulness."
no janice, its perilous times for the rest of us
the socalled 'people of faith' are doing quite well thankyou
the rightwing runs everything now and want to take away
the last bulwark against the one party state
the little piddling filibuster that the democs now depend on
to resist the rightwing juggernauht
and who has decided that those who dont want
the religious views of fundamentalists imposed on us
arent also people of faith
this is the judge bush wants to impose upon us
black too i might add, or at least colored
(where do they find these people)
one who called the new deal
"a triumph of socialism"
oh these are some perilous times
for those of us who have faith in america
and what it stands for
we the ones gotta
keep the faith
arf
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