TUESDAY
hello world
writing well if slow, work made qualitative leap last week,
all of a sudden i got the character complexity going
something i been struggling with all my literary life
is all of a sudden effortless
amazing, 55 years old, been doing this 32 years now
and still learning the tricks of my trade, amazing
had a good workshop in brooklyn this week
got some strong new people coming in
made some decisions about institutionalization
and preparing for the next generation of new ren
im outta here, back to the woodshed
just peeped up a minute to see whats going on
may do some commentary later in the day
depending on how much work gets done
in struggle
rdoc
FRIDAY
hey everybody
im so out of it i put monday for last post when it was actually thursday
also it seems that in addition to all that chilling, i seem to be afraid of this section
one of those its so important and what if i blow it fears
also it seems as i tentatively get going that a lot of these 70 or so pages
of old manuscript are counterfeit, id say this is about a 40 page project
once i lose the slush, which frightens me because i see this as a 300 page novel
and i just lost 40 pages of that, (well at least that helps my time factor)
then i start thinking how will this integrate with previous segments
and i start thinking about structural possibilities but i say no, not now
just dont have the leeway, my focus is ruthless, thinking tell the story, tell the story, just tell
that story storyteller, do your thing, tell the story, tell it boy, tell it like it aint been told, just tell it, tell it, tell it
its like im standing there and im macking and its an epic mack and i got to keep macking and weaving that magic mack until every thing around me is transformed and a new world is born
and its the story thats shaping the narrative and its already strange enuf thank you
i got to go into this phase without expectation and just go where it leads me
let it be whatever it wants to be and trust myself to come out on the other end
with a worthy product - i been training for this all my life
i apologize to folk who bored by all this
it aint about you no more, its just me and this damned novel
thats all i got on my mind
im outta here
hopefully i can do some commentary
tomorrow or something
rdoc
MONDAY
havent done a lick of work since thursday
bonnie been giving me the look but im cool
i told her im chilling - my bodacity left her breathless
a whole week down made me a little nervous too but what can you do
man can not live by work alone, sometime you got to chill
i figure the old internal computer was processing new paradigms
for last push - started working last night, just a little, a coupla pages
but i can feel a groove coming on i nope i pray
i have learned in 30 years of this struggle to create
to go with the flow
but im even more desperate for more gears now
so my posting gon be sporadic likely
bonnie say and you havent even been posting either
most of the time its are you doing that weblog again
instead of real writing - now its and you havent even been posting
im chilling baby, im chilling, thats all i say, im chilling
what else can i say, it it aint coming it aint coming
and if i aint writing novelwork dont nothing else get done either - nothing
but i see that the bigdogs have joined the fray on neworleans
so i know thats in good hands
black commentator was on leave during the flood and sorely missed
but they back now and they barking like only black commentator can:
The Battle for New Orleans
Only a Real Movement Can Win this War
by Glen Ford and Peter Gamble
Black Commentator
"New Orleans represents a challenge to African Americans, unprecedented since the epic struggles of the Fifties and Sixties. The perverse reality, to which African Americans must rise, is that the man-made disaster in the Gulf provides what may be the last chance to build a real Movement, encompassing the broadest sectors of Black America. Cruel history presents the catastrophe as an unwanted opportunity, a test of Black people’s capacity for the operational unity craved by the vast bulk of African Americans. The pain and anger in Black America is all but universal, and demands collective action, the outcome of which will largely define the true State of Black America as it has evolved over the last two generations.
Let us put it bluntly: If Black America fails to configure its human, organizational and material resources to effectively resist the theft and ultimate disfigurement of New Orleans, then we will be forced to confront the existence of fundamental, crippling flaws in the African American polity.
There is much reason for optimism. Movements often need monsters, and George Bush and his minions are a horror show. The Katrina debacle plunged Bush’s Black approval rating to 12 percent, as measured by the prestigious Pew Research Center. That’s only slightly above what most pollsters consider the approval category’s irreducible minimum - "about as low as you can go," according to Joint Center for Political and Economic Studies senior analyst David Bositis. Few doubt that the administration’s callous and ineffectual handling of the Katrina crisis ("negligent homicide," charged Black Georgia Congresswoman Cynthia McKinney caused the near-evaporation of Bush’s thin Black support.
All African American eyes are on New Orleans, that once-flawed, now devastated jewel of the Diaspora whose people have been dispersed to the far corners of the United States: Alaska, Utah and, literally, who knows where, in addition to large Black population centers. The dissolution of a major African American city - far eclipsing in scale the destruction of Black Tulsa in 1921 - has seared the collective Black psyche. The pain and anger in Black America is all but universal, and demands collective action effectively coordinated by those who purport to be leaders. In the process, new leadership - and hopefully, a "new" New Orleans that is fit for mass Black habitation - will emerge."
full article on black commentator
okay, a couple of quickies and im outta here
i got so much work to do
speaking of which mr im so busy came up with this idea to reach college students
ive always wanted to start some black college political/cultural/intellectual group that spreads to campuses cause i like the idea of catching them while they students and choosing they passions
a training ground for young players
so im thinking im going to offer a monthly (hopefully not weekly) column to
the campus black student paper with a african american college student focus
then if they take it try to syndicate it to other black college papers and use that platform
to form some black college student organization the nature of which i have not quite decided
like i got time for that, i will put it on the to be done list
along with a dozen other great ideas in need of followthru
okay, some quickies and mr im too busy is outta here
defense department starting to use the discredited bodycounts
of vietnam as a measure of military progress
as of this week: 2000 dead us soldiers, 30000 dead iraqi civilians
give or take, and no telling how many wounded - smart move defense deptartment
another graduation
death of rosa parks: she got her work done
you go girl
miers withdrawal, i kinda hate to see her go,
no telling what manner maddog replacement
will placate the rightwing
id rather have a vague and perhaps incompetent rightwing warrior
than a slavering and perhaps competent maddog anyday
some folk make the case that bush doesnt care about abortion
his concern is being allowed to wage war as he sees fit
and his goal with both roberts and miers is a compliant court
(can you imagine, bush threatens a veto of mccains no torture bill
unless cia is exempted from torture ban - its already a
shame that the senate has to pass such a bill)
golden spiderwebs
gop still trying
to lure blackfolk into they little trap
a lot of the rightwing victories are cause they
got no shame - will spit on you and tell you its raining
boyz in the hood
billl cosby went to compton to push his
vision of black empowerment, interesting to see him
trying to do some followthru - his problematic approach
coupled with the class issues that attend katrina
has brought issues of class and commitment to the fore
this is a good thing - dialogue on critical issues
is always good
im gone, duty calls
ive got 2 pages written of about 70
to be done in next 30 days
i will keep you posted
rdoc
SUNDAY
didnt do a lick of work yesterday
dont i wish
this company has been claiming that they
can use your dna to find out where you come from
in africa, a lot of black celebrities doing it
as pr for the company
sounds like a trick to me yall
playing off our longing to know
im just as tempted as anybody else
but it sounds like a trick to the old rootdoctor
and i dont play that
like quickdraw mcgraw say
i'll do the tricking around here babalouie
americas angriest blackman
speaking of cartoons
a fellow who bills himself
americas angriest blackman
now has his cartoon on the cartoon network
was reading about where in one segment he mounts a trial
of r kelly for his transgressions (since nobdy else seems able to)
and he has r kellys advocates, young black folk festoned w/
gold teeth, braids and long fingernails get into a fight
with accusers like cornel and rosa
and at one point has one of the defenders hit rosa parks
with a chicken wing and tell her to 'sit down, thats what
you known for anyway"
o this gon be hot, this gon real hot
this was originally developed for fox tv
but they couldnt handle it so it went to the cartoon network
some of his fans feared that he would pull his punches for tv
but mcgruder dont know how to pull no punches
apparently dave chappell walked off his recent comedy show
in a dramatic hollywood style breakdown because
he didnt like whitefolk laughing at the black stereotypes
i know how he feels, when im doing a performance and
theres nothing but whitefolk in the audience you feel
like a minstrel sometime
carl rux got a piece called no black male show today
no not today
i was trained to do performance to move the people,
to move resistance and generate action by the people
but most of my stuff is college circuit these days
even though politically based, folk mostly come to hear me sing and dance
(you know, thats on me, from now on ima include more exhortation
w/each performance, more griotic/political commentary)
mcgruder say he dont care:
"dave and I talk regularly. I think I have a better compass [than chappelle], so I think it won't bother me as much that white Americans are laughing at the stuff some blacks are embarrassed by," mcgruder says. "i think we as black people spend way too much time worrying about what white people think of us.
thing about mcgruder though is that sometimes it look
like he dont care what blackfolk think about him either
he willing to speak the hard truths
boondocks on tv yall, the cartoon network
i advise you to tape it cause
i suspect its not gon be on very long
rdoc
SATURDAY
showtime
the special counsel investigating the leak
just put up a website for public announcements
ooohhh, somebodys going down
showtime - lets get this party started
that times reporter ought to get charged with
lying to the people, aint that a felony too
a million more million more marches
i guess you will notice that i havent said much
about the million more march
im not really down for marching and speechifying
these days, though this account gave some stirring
words from the speakers
but i feel like the days of marches is over
strategies of the weak and the powerless
and i get the feeling that reparations has run its course thank god
i dont see any indication where reparations was a focus of
any of these speakers
all of them seem to be emphasizing self help scenarios
i also dismiss apocalyptic radicals who sneer at any strategy
as also useless, waiting for america to fall is not a strategy
i have put a lot of thought into what a 21st century
strategy of black empowerment would entail
i got two warrior clans, community activists and black elites
community organizing is always the primary strategic posture
we have to do all that we can to organize our communities
to empower them and make them functional and even beautiful
my two warrior clans often dont work well together and i spend a lot of energy
trying to integrate those two threads of struggle
the cosby thing, a crossroads moment, is indicative of that tension
im an elite myself
attempting to function as an instrument of the community
elites, in particular committed elites, are generally hesitant to name themselves so because its not good game, its insufficiently humble, its graceless and strategically questionable but as part of my rootsblog rhetorical strategy, im going to chronicle my game as i run it, and one thing you got to understand is that i dont have any shame about being an elite and running elite game, or as i prefer to consider it:
counterelite
the basic thrust of my game is to influence the influencers, all classes and all sectors
i want them all to look to the hoodoo man for game advice
activists all sectors are my primary audience
the very same ones unwilling to look at new paradigms of struggle
im consistently being called a racist in hoodoo circles
because i refuse to quit speaking out for blackpeople
i ignore the cant we all just be people folk
and there is no race but the human race folk
and try to explain to them if i and and other black achievers
accept that premise it leaves the black community
adrift in a floodplain of pain, with no leadership, with nobody
to guide and protect them in an increasingly complex society
no, thats not going to happen
i am susceptible to the we all just human argument
but i will never abandon the black community, never
thats why im always giving adam banks play
i so admire his commitment to the community
so anyway ive been putting some thought into the necessary vehicles
for the next phase of struggle, the mainstream activist organizations
seem to be stumped, the naacp, the urban leage, the nation, the
black radical congress, the leadership commission, what are they doing
doesnt seem to be anything that will change the fundamental status quo
or maybe im just being impatient, because i know that change is a
generation thing, you have to change the souls of black folk if you
want fundamental change
i have decided that it takes 3 generations to effect fundamental change
what we know in our heads our children will know in their minds, their children in their souls
but the shortgame, how to effect immediate social empowerment
of black communities and the poor and exploited in general
how to secure individual and communal security from rapacious institutions
this is a big issue with me, i hate it when big powerful institutions dump on
folk, take advantage of them and exploit them and do all kinds of harm to them
i hate that with a passion
and its clear to me that we have to do micro organizing
we each and every one of us has to commit to community organizing
whenever and however we can
and we got to be willing to speak hard truths to the people
we got to stop accepting excuses for african american dysfunction
on all levels
okay, im about to get too involved in this one
i think that i will have to do a full paper on
where do we go from here
but you know i did that once about 20 years ago, a piece called
why way black america, for essence magazine back when they were
political, and nothing changed, tried to lay out some strategies in mojo rising
and nothing changed, dont know why i still have such faith in the power of the word
i guess you have no choice but to keep on hitting that lick and accepting
the glacial pace of social change
in the words of those great philosophers the three stooges
step by step and inch by inch, sloooowly we turn
i maintain this weblog in spite of the fact that i put so much work in it
for so little readership because its a different dynamic with the world
and every year that i holdon i figure i will make my vision that much more manifest
i just got to make sure that when i speak i speak in words of power
and i dont waste my time with the unessential
and even if i dont get any play in my lifetime, my day will come
i noticed the other day that jesse jackson talking about we need
"longdistance runners" and was like, well, folk finally catching up to john o
i aspire to cosmology
so the pressure of daily wordage connected to current events
helps me work out the dimensions of my cosmology
for instance this week came up with phrase :"our mission of service"
and thats important to my vision, to infuse blackfolk with a 'mission of service'
because it is only in service that you lead and my ideological goal
is to make african american culture so strong it becomes a if not the
definitive culture of the future
i recognized in that phrase a step, so ima hit that over and over
until it becomes a recognizeable part of my vision and becomes
a stepping stone for further speculation on the concept of 'service'
while working out my cosmology, rootsblog also gets the word out
to those who are interested
i guess i am so far out there that i should expect a small readership
but hey jesus didnt have but 12 disciples and look what he did
when you aspire to prophecy, being out ahead of the pack
comes with the territory
im outta here, obviously going to have to do a full piece on
where do we go from here, got one up already but it was done
maybe 5, 6, 7 years ago and needs updating bad
but once again, minimum maintenance, ie touch up but no real revision
cant touch that until i get this novel done and on that note, back to work
be well my friends
my love to you all
rdoc
FRIDAY
of mules and men and zora neale
interesting discussion on the rootworker list
over whether zora neale plagiarized mules and men
folk started passionately debating whether
her work was historically correct or was it a lie
my contribution as follows:
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fellow travelers
as a practitioner of the african american griotic school
of literary hoodoo zora neale was more than a folklorist
she was a mythmaker
in her efforts to shape africanamerican folkculture
into hoodoo myth
she took liberties with reality all the time
in her 'nonfiction' as well as her fiction
thats what literary hoodoo do
first and aboveall we are mythmakers
playing games with reality
and not only did she have no shame about it
she was very good at it - she was her own best myth
if you really want to get a sense of her mythworking powers
read her text on highjohn the conqueror
and compare it to contemporary takes on the conqueror
but as one of the first practitioners of literary hoodoo
she was often clumsy with it, most of her work
will not stand a historical test
and only the uninformed would apply it
mythwork works on a different plane of the
human condition
- might as well question jesus
as for plagiarism all writers steal, its just a question
of how well they do it - some writer once wrote:
amateurs borrow, professionals steal (ie do it so well nobody can tell)
and zora neale was often clumsy in her Work, she was a pathfinder
and she often stumbled
but zora neale stole and she lied and did whatever she had to do
to make her vision manifest
thats what literary hoodoo do
mythwork
and i salute her for it, flaws and all
zora neale hurston did mighty fine Work
and at its best it will continue
to speak to generation after generation
thats my girl
rdoc
THURSDAY
god how time flies, is it thursday already
had a good day yesterday
clocked some hours, got some pages
was reading where american troops in afghanistan
killed taliban soldiers, placed bodies facing mecca and burned them
then taunted taliban forces as too cowardly to
retrieve the charred corpses
the old rootdoctor tell you it just gets worse and worse
and will continue to do so as long as the administration
continues to wink at torture by its troops
as long as the initiators of this policy of torture
go unpunished and only footsoldiers are held accountable
american ideals will keep dying through this drip by drip
media water torture
brotherme brotherblood brotherblack
('blackinized' greeting among black soldiers in vietnam)
yusef komunyakaa was on campus yesterday and i
violated sabbatical principles by going in to hear him read
what could i do, brother always showed me respect
in that quiet way of his (i think its the vietnam connection)
i could do no less
adam banks book is out
race, rhetoric and technology: searching for higher ground
ignore amazons statement that it isnt out yet, order it anyway, just got out yesterday
(god i love being ahead of the curve)
adam works in rhetoric here at syracuse
one of keiths trainees from penn
adam came on campus and shook it up
stone mack and ambidextrous too, works w/both hands
started this thing where he does one of his classes
in the community, down at the groove, hes done 3 semesters now
and the last class has something like 50 folk
from a wide range of ages and interests
its really amazing
so his book just came out
race, rhetoric and technology: searching for higher ground
which considers the implications of race and rhetoric
in the technology driven era of
21st century african american empowerment strategies
(full disclosure: i got props in the acknowledgements
probably more than i deserve but i aint complaining)
new orleans and the delta
teamwork
ive kinda backed up on neworleans
sill gon monitor it and comment when called for
all but i figure now that folk like kalamu and jerryward
on the case that my role is more backup
than trying to lead that charge
and feeling like i should be doing something
for the folk in pakistan if for no other reason
than how the world took the delta to heart
after katrina
feels inadequate what little i can do
i think i would like african americans to go into
ngos (non government organizations) in large numbers
in keeping with our mission to serve
our mission to serve:
i think i will play w/that
some more in future posts
rdoc
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