ive become the go to guy among certain circles on campus
behind that convocation speech
been asked to do presentations one after the other
first i was gratified but i soon got over that
in my youth i did it for the fun/function of it
and i enjoyed dazzling people, made an art of it
its no longer fun, its a distraction from my novel work
specially when im not getting paid
i had 4 requests for october, more coming in for other months
would have burned away all my discretionary time
plus these all come from faculty and administration
thats gratifying of course but its students i want to want me
the caribbean student association used to have me do a
witchdoctor/libation thing to open their big annual show
now that i enjoyed doing, that was fun
they would write a witchdoctor routine into the scriptline
but that leadership group graduated and new folk
know not flowers (or do not appreciate what flowers do)
best i stay focused
been making an effort to attend meetings/happenings of black student groups lately -
low profile, finger on pulse mode - ive decided its my responsibility to reach
out to them - strictly lowprofile observer mode, itching to provide guidance and
determined to restrain myself - cause i dont have time for more tribal responsibilities
and they dont deal in the strategic matters which are my forte, shows take up a lot of their time but their hearts are right and they do good service programs - ima keep an eye on them
shoulda made more of an effort to be an integral part of the caribbean group community
rather than just show up at showtime - true witchdoctor is the instrument of tribal/community consciousness - i was just acting the role instead of being it - live and learn
so i owe the multiculti people one, will say no to others
until people move on to next sensation
this one however i could not resist
social justice and radicalism in the 21st century
brown bag 10 minutes or so, told them i wasnt doing anything
that required research, a personal riff is all im willing to do
and that only because the subject matter interests me
social justice and radicalism in the 21st century
reason this one interests me so is because i am very conscious
of being an aging radical and somewhat out of step with everybody
im no longer a radical in the classic sense of the word and many of
my radical peers consider me an apostate
but to my way of thinking im more effective a radical than ive ever been
ive learned to work within the system and w/the evolving instruments of the 21st century
im comfortable working w/both hands
the most salient point of being a mature radical
is that i dont mind defying radical dogma when necessary
thats why so many folk consider me apostate these days
for instance i think reparations is the biggest joke ever played on the struggle
how did we ever get back to
begging whitefolk to save us
again
my focus is on empowering blackfolk and fixing their souls, mending their spirits
racism and whitefolk just aint my primary focus these days, im a devotee of self determination
determined to use my little time and energy
to cause fundamental change
the tribal soul is the hoodoo field of play
fix the soul and the rest will take care of itself
and i pick and choose my battles, got to use my energy wisely these days
i dont sign up for every campaign and i am not susceptible to activist guilttrips
i do my part but im systematic about it, i got game in play
and no need to prove nothing to nobody
except the people - and i will defy them if i have to
in order to manifest the game
there are times though when i wonder if i have unduly compromised myself
am i truly a viable force, or just an unwitting instrument of the powers that be
or even worse, a deluded dreamer
and not even in the game
i consider my own comfort, my own power, and that of my family, important
cant do much in this world if you yourself weak and poor, im a shameless social climber
now im cool about it, aint no panderer, but i do keep my eyes open
i will adjust to the terrain
i aspire to be a man of power
so i got to look at class issues
at the observational distance of the artist and the intellectual,
the obligatory strategic callousness of the wouldbe leader
in my bid to live a socially productive life
to achieve my artistic dreams and be a leader of my people
a hero
i watch young writers/intellectuals get caught up in the activist charge of being marginal to struggle
and i tell them that means you dont understand the power of art, the power of ideas,
you do not understand the power of the word
i do my community service because its whats expected of me and you always do what you can
to alleviate the human condition, but i dont expect that service to cause fundamental change
it might help an individual - or a community
but it wont cause fundamental change in the human condition
my only real shot at causing fundamental change is through my words
my work
as an artist (or a visionary) you try to use your craft (words, ideas, media, etc) to create a vision
that so excites the human imagination that folk try to live its principles in the realworld
so that, no matter how neglibly, reality adjusts itself to your vision
producing a destinic body of work
is a dynamic that has been studied and processed
if you have the power, the gift of craft, you can be a cultural instrument
keep your priorities straight young hoodoo
get your Work done - get your conjure on
conduct yourself as you aspire to be and you shall
it is the essence of conjuration
(note: was doing basic audience, switched into prophetic mode, wondering now if thats the dazzle factor - play with some and see, if it dont work can always extract it)
i am interested in what constitutes effective change in this world
and what is merely diversionary sidegame
keyword is effective, my mode is moderate, my aims are radical change
empowering the people, trying to ensure that the people are not abused by the powerful
power institutions and overachievers like myself
as a wouldbe leader and man of power
i am systematically concerned w/the ethics of power
i am interested in exploring just what effective activismr in the 21st century entails
i consider it in fact a critical and essential speculation
just how does this work out
on the hoodoo board of destiny
so i said yes to that one
supposed to do it 12/4
as you can see im already digging into it
this gon be messy
cause as you know dear surfer one of my imperatives as
a master of the oral tradition
is that when i do a performance/presentation it must be exemplary, paid or not i live to shine
i always come on strong cause my rep is at stake - every time
i long ago decided i would establish a public reputation as a man of power
this is my response to what i perceive as disrespect from cultural establishments
so when i speak i speak in words of power
like the conjureman should
these rootsblog posts, i strive to make them exercises in profundity
sometimes i hit it sometimes i miss
but whenever i generate words i strive to ensure that they are words of power
words of significance
now im feeling even more pressure to show
that convocation was no different from any other of my presentations
but it reached a wider campus audience - one friend said your anonymity
is gone - i prefer the low profile, maintains privacy and open options
but now folk expecting me to throwdown
to be enlightening, empowering and entertaining - thats the way i roll
folk expect me to dazzle them - to put them in the hoodoo hand
and i do not like to disappoint people expect me to throwdown
to take them to higher ground - best i get started on that one right away
work it out here on rootsblog
thats what i been doing lately, so as to free up noveltime
discretionary ideological/magical work i do on rootsblog cause that
blesses two birds with one prayer - gets Work done and provides
rootsblog wordage on issues of substance
ima fiddle with this piece till its a decent 1st draft
clean it up a couple of times over november and be good to go
another work of significance
in the collected works of rickydoc
once i get the text, start working the music
(if it fit and feed instead than distract)
i hate for you dear surfer to see me sweating out works in progress
but that has teaching value too - its all about showing the young hoodoos
of the future how i get my conjure on
how i go about shaping reality
and the destiny of all humanity
destinywork by rickydoc
ive withdrawn from hoodoo forums and dialogues
for the moment
i am so tired of folk magic i dont know what to do
im tired of love potions and reversing candles
i Work with my head not my hands, and apparently
i do not Work on the same plane other folk do
for awhile i tried to fake interest so as to retain
my standing in contemporary hoodoo circles
but a faking hoodooman aint worth the time of day
gon spend my little time left on the planet doing
what need to be done, get my Work done
i will let future generations
decide who got they conjure on
hoodoo magic in the 21st century
gon be of a much higher order than
the folk magic of the 19th
tired of talking about it
gon show you how i roll
im outta here
schoolhouse holiday today and bonnie out of town
im in a barbarian mode today, i plan to clock pages
word
by rickydoc trickmaster
wouldbe prophet
of the hoodoo way
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