WEDNESDAY MORNING
hello dear regulators, ive decided i cant do the hoodoo book of flowers
maybe every once in awhile when im burned out on the novel but i messed
around and gave my 3 hour work session this morning to this thing instead of to the novel and
feel terrible, i could have gotten a whole paragraph of my novel done this morning, i cant take it
i cant do nothing that take away novel time and
seeing the quality of this hoodoo book of flowers passage, its going to take more
time and investment than i have to give it right now
god i want to do my little holybook so bad
so bad - i fear dying without leaving a viable draft of it
i just got to be patient, and depend on gods grace
surely the gods would not call me, and not allow me to manifest
i will do this thing when i finish my novel
and not before - laserfocus rick, laserfocus
no major projects rick, absolutely none
until the novel is done
my love to you all
rdoc
TUESDAY
hello world, i feel like a shark in the water
got to keep moving to stay alive
got so much i need to do with that last post
but who got the time, schoolhouse got me by the . . throat
and the world spinning like crazy, me and that shark, we got to move on
i will stay in this week for awhile, hopefully get a chance to play with that last post
(thats what i like about doing weeklong posts, gives me chance to edit, reflect and revise)
but in the meantime i want to make a couple of snide comments about blackwater
seems iraq is not the only government they willing to defy w/their cowboys ways
they have also told congress to kiss their . . . throat
state department told blackwater not to give waxman documents requested for
a congressional probe into their activities
blackwater has become a potent symbol for bushs outsourcing of
government services, mercenaries governed apparently by no law
except a license to kill
im outta here
rdoc
comments postscript: me and you omi, we on the same page homegirl
i do tend to as you say 'freestyle' but i appreciate
communal work too, one climbs to higher heights when
one worship w/de bredren and sistren
i will always remember a reading i did once at the ethical culture center
in manhattan - under a quote that said something along the lines of
where folk meet to seek the highest, that space
is holyground (like rootsblog maybe)
much love
rdoc
MONDAY
hello world, in particular snake 2g and omi
fellow travelers and keepers of the faith
dont get me wrong now yall, you know ima believer
i just believe we got to be stronger
than we been
cause we been losing out for awhile now, 2 - 3 thousand years
cause blackpeople all over the world suffering
cause as contemporary shamans i believe that responsibility
taking care of the tribal soul and destiny, is on us and
our indigenous spiritual traditions
cause if we want to get our people out of this historical trickbag
we have found ourselves in, we got to flip the script, get on the
good foot and transform our people
into an illuminated people of astounding power
and when i say the good life, im talking material
but even more im talking spiritual power, the illuminated life
of achievement and significance, one that contributes value
to the human condition
and so forth along these lines
i believe it is critical that our spiritual traditions be stronger than theyve been
i believe this is an evolutionary thing and its time to take the next step
speaking of which i believe ima try to move my
wouldbe holybook into high gear for a minute, been trying to wait till i finish
this novel but this novel taking forever
been buried in rest for the weary lately, thats why i aint been online
got caught up in the rebuild of the draft, which i am really loving by the way
im so close now i can taste it, and every discretionary moment been thrown
into rest for the weary - take an act of god to stop this show
which is of course what i fear -so let me knock off some commentary
right quick and get back to work
jena 6: good to see that movement energy
like gil scot say, glad to see resistance growing
but it was sobering to read the comments on this abc post
one guy says he will pray for the poor folk of jena, that if he was one of the
poor folk of jena he would lock his family in the basement till the savages leave
and so forth along these lines, lotta comments on how the
jena 6 deserve to be charged with whatever, a lotta comments
on how obama going down cause he didnt speak out against it
and, in jessies words, prove he white
probably get just the opposite on black lists
situations like this remind you just how far we have to go
folk like to think we postrace but scratch the surface and its not
much better than shiites and sunnis in iraq
what the haters dont understand is that blackfolk not objecting to them being
punished, we objecting to unequal punishment,
slap on the wrist for whitefolk, jail for blacks, we grew up with that
southern justice and it piss us off to see it still happening 21st century
and obama is in a very ticklish situation, identify too much with black
causes and hes toast, dont identify and hes toast
i dont think he will be able to pull it off
i dont see how anybody could,
i been trying to give him enuf room to make a credible run
anybody running for president is going to have to make more compromises
than i would be comfortable with, but unless he out and out do wrong
ima give the brother a shot, unlike his homeboy jealous jessie
quickie on guilianis calls from wife during nra speech
how many times do you plan to run that little routine
how many times will repbulican audiences fall for it - well, based
on how many times theyve fallen for bushs iraq okeydoke
they will fall for it over and over and over
in the sudan, more problems over darfur in the west and
in the south, conflict over oil may derail that hardwon peace
or should i say that ceasefire,
and now the arab tribes in chad say they being harrrassed by
the chadian goverment, hard to sympathize with them,
the chadian arab tribes made common cause with their cousins from sudan and
began to attack chadian africans like they had done in the sudan
so now the chadian government is attacking them
my humanitarian instincts say thats probably wrong too, but i believe ima give
the hordesman control of this issue
i have many faces, many masks, depending on the situation, sometimes, most of
the time i let the poet handle things, the sensitive humanitarian, but sometimes i call
on the hordesman, when battle has come to us, when its about protecting the lives
of my people and ensuring the survival of my culture, im liable to unleash the hordesman
the more ruthless me, the one i generally keep under lock and key
the one whose response to pressure is to gather a horde and fling it into battle
the hordesman has requested control of the darfur situation
like the dinka in the south, the only thing that will stop the arab depredations in darfur
the sudan, chad, etc, is when the blacks are capable of defending themselves
instead of crying out to the international commuity to save us everytime the hammer falls
i have little sympathy for the so called arab tribes of chad in this matter,
but one thing the hordesman knows, that master of real politic, is that this situation
is more complicated than i can ever encompass, and a strictly nationalist response
probably wont get it, too many nuances particular to the region
and that militarization is probably not the answer either but im tired of
blackfolk being kicked around by the sudan, the libyans, the eritrians etc
okay, what else do i need to catch up on
would you believe i accepted an invitation to speak at a big antiwar rally being held
here in syracuse on the 29th of the month, the syracuse peace council, at 1st i told them no
i been telling everybody ask me to speak/present/etc no - when i was a kid and hordesman was my
primary mode, it was a big challenge to put an audience in the palm of my hand but i aint a kid no more
and i tend to avoid the anxiety, the effort etc, unless i am properly motivated
or getting paid, but the more i thought about it the guiltier i felt, so i told them yes
now i got to figure out what to say, 4 minutes in a string of antiwar speakers
i am not looking forward to this cause you know i got to shine, ima natural born showboat
and its been a long time since i tried to move the people
for these kind of tasks i assign the hordesman - he do know how to stir the crowd
i guess thats it for the moment, part of the reason i been off the grid
is that im not feeling my social/political commentary as words of power
you know me dear regulators, if my words aint words of power
i feel like im wasting my time and energy, of which i seem to have
less every year so im going to i think work on my holybook
for my rootsblog time,
and got to reload rootwork.com as part of that, lost my old hosting service
in the past, jeff parker, my mentor in online literary game, set up websites for me
this time im on my own, which is cool, i need the skilz, parker just show me the way
okay so anyway, the point is that the text of the hoodoo book of flowers is on rootwork.com
and these segments go in it, so hopefully will have it back up this week sometime
okay, a quick catchup for those who dont know - trying to do a hoodoo holybook
have tried different formats in the past, tried biblic, koranic, ifa, iching, nothing has worked
much less been luminous, now trying a divination system of my own making
9 cowrie tosses, 9 times 2, (made a divination chain after papa gede nibo bey
showed me the way) - so its 81 progressions - would like to coordinate this with
my 101 hoodoo haints initiative, the 101 talismans of rickydoc,
(so ima need 20 more somehow - i will figure it out as i work it)
you have to understand dear regulators that im about to let you see me make the
sausage so its going to be rough, hopefully ima put one a week up so its going
to be very rough, these 1st drafts will not be good drafts until ive finished
the whole draft and can start cleaning it up, but ima use working it out publicly to drive me
to completion, the embarrassment of weak work out there does it every time
the first 9 progressions are initiation:
the first toss is 0:0: 9 open cowries, 9 open cowries
very rare to get this divination so i call it the conjurors gift
(opps - freudian slip: i meant the conquerors gift)
for each one i will have a 9 block sequence of text
right now im thinking
1) the progressions
2) the story
3) lifework: initation, family, health, love, commuity
4) the tradition
5) magic
6 illumination
7) prophecy
8) destinywork and the longgame
9) the geas of rickydoc
so ima try to knock my initial draft and cleanup
over the next week or so, theoretically this will
take approximately 2 years (right, dream on rick)
cause i got to do it in my discretionary time
of which i have none, between family, schoolhouse, palf
and trying to maintain novel momentum im stressed
overextended, overplayed, underpaid
okay, quit crying rick, you do love the life
so - do the draft - 0:0: the conquerors gift
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0:0: the conquerors gift
in the name of the conqueror
crossroads: where every move changes things
when destiny lies in the choice of the moment
1) progressions: it is in the beginning that the paths are laid
beginnings are always hard, preparation a must
the moment is auspicious, seize the day
2) storyline:
The Legend of Highjohn the Conqueror
(The Way Zora Neale Tell It. Jackie Torrance on the riff)
For a longtime Highjohn de Conqueror was just the name of a plant that grew wild in the marshland. It was dug and dried and carried in the hand or worn about the neck to ward off haints, disease and nightmares. The power root. Break any obstacle. Cause any problem to fall. After awhile that plant became so powerful it began to walk like a natural man.
Now Highjohn the human kept out of the sight of folk. Live Legba child in the swamp somewhere. But whenever you in trouble you whisper his name and you can feel the Conqueror as he pass you in the breeze, listen good you hear him whisper in the trees.
Zora claim the Conqueror must walk on the wind, cause he move so fast. Say maybe he in Mississippi when the lash fall on a slave in the Sudan, but before the blood dry on the back the Conqueror is there. Beating the unbeatable and superior to the whole mess a sorrow. Claim this our day. Claim to know the way.
Zora say its the Conquerors voice come through clearest on Sunday morning. Say its the Conqueror whose worksong sustain you in the field. Say wherever the work the hardest the Conqueror is there. Lifting the hoe higher than anybody else and still have time to wipe the sweat from your brow. To give you a cool drink of water.
Zora say he apple pie sweet and breh rabbit quick. The cool breeze on a hot summer night and the wetness of a sweet summer rain. He the hopebringer. The burden bearer. The battlefighter. The jackpot winner. He a mighty power. An ultimate force. When you whisper my name that bee dont sting. That sqeeter dont bite. That snake dont strike.
Zora claim the conqueror help the slaves get free by tricking old massa. Say after the slaves was free, the soul of the conqueror went into the Highjohn de Conquer root. Waiting to return whenever there a need. Say you call him and he be there before you finish saying his name. Highjohn de Conqueror. The Mighty Conqueroo.
Thats what Zora Neale say. Ask her yourself if you dont believe me.
3) lifework:
initiation: life as initiation, becoming aware, conscious, the moment of understanding life as illumination is the 1st step of a lifelong journey
family: two families, the family you come from, the one you begin, better integration of the two is the call here
health: health is a primary concern, renewed attention to the ital lifestyle is whats is called for in this toss
love:
community:
4) the tradition
the divine in its many names and permutations
illumination of the african way of god requires . . .
5) magic
making real into the world that which was not
the 1st step of magical is magical imagery
that which is to be manifested must
first be conceived - the power of the magician, the power of the artist
the power of ideas
the conjuror is skilled in the creation and vitilization of mental images
magical meditation is the power to build images in the mind and
feed them power until they are real in the world
this is the power of the conjure
feats of magic: making real that which was not
require thorough preparation and sanctification
peparation is called for here, sanctify yourself
6 illumination
7) prophecy
8) destinywork and the longgame
the roots of the african way of god in the americas were laid when
african captives were dispersed and not allowed to practice their religions
where allowed african religions were fused with catholicism because it had
room for the african gods in the catholic saints
in the united states, where african culture/religion was more severly repressed
african religion lost its divine nature and became magical - hoodoo
the african american slave community under mortal siege denied its priests, turned to its sorcerors.
most every major slave rebellion included african holymen jamaica's macandal, brazil's ganga zumba, hait's boukman, gullah jacks and nat turners, inspiring the slaves to battle by claiming to protect from bullets and harm, by claiming those who died in the cause would be instantly transported back to guinee
(WEDNESDAY POSTCRIPT: OKAY, THIS IS JUST NOT WORKING, IM NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO DO THIS ONLINE, (I KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT AND KEEP COMING BACK ADDING MORE, WE SHALL SEE, RIGHT NOW IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE ITS WORKING, THIS RAW TEXT IS KILLING ME, ITS EMBARRASSING ME - KEEP DOING IT FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK RICK, WHENEVER YOU GOT A DISCRETIONARY HOUR OR SO, BUT I REALLY NEED TO GIVE THOSE DISCRETIONARY HOURS TO THE NOVEL, THATS IT, I GOT TO FINISH MY NOVEL BEFORE I DIG INTO THIS, I JUST GOT TO BE PATIENT, PATIENCE PUPPY, PATIENCE)
9) the geas of rickydoc
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okay gotta go,, will work this later this week
duty calls, manuscripts must be read
i dont know if im going to be able to do this
its going to take too much time away from my novel
and the newage tonality is embarrassing me
i thnk im going to have to be patient and just do this after novel
i gave the morning to this and i could have clocked a page
or two, i will have to see
my love to you all
in particular snake and omi
fellow travelers and
keepers of the faith
rdoc
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MONDAY postscript: i am a horse of the conqueror
a once upon a time (and still) horse of legba
but i am trying to supplant legbas role in the
african american pantheon w/the conqueror
as the african american afrosprititual rep
what african american panetheon you might ask
well thats what the 101 talismans of rickydoc aspire to be
and in it i see the conqueror as an african american legba
the trickster, the messenger, the gate opener
but with attributes specifically designed for our culture
our history, our destiny - our space and time
trying to give the conqueror attributes and a narrative
in rest for the weary and the rest of my works
so i was going to start with the conqueror
but my training is to open w/legba and im thinking maybe
i will open with legba instead and let the conqueror close
so 0:0 will now be Legbas Gift
while 9:9 will be The Conquerors Gift
but since i love the Conqueror so, i will do it first
which means i will do Legba and the Conqueror together????
because all this time i been thinking of the conquerors attributes
as the beginning, the opening toss,, and now i got confusion in my head
cause part of 0:0 is now legba and part is the conqueror
which is kinda appropriate since i consider them both riffs on the same thread
i will have to sort it out wont i
in the name of the conqueror
im outta here
rickydoc flowers
wouldbe prophet of the hoodoo way
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