WEDNESDAY
when i 1st heard it was sweet mickey i was dismayed, it was like haiti please get serious
i have heard he is a duvariarist, misogomist, crude and rude - ie fela he is not, no bob marley here
and i dont know that i would want fela (or marley) running my country, all i can do at this point is hope he
rises to the ocassion, that he proves himself ready - ezili danto says option of business as usual was much worse, which is actually why it was rejected, while i was there i looked at her bio and notes she quotes campbell, 'if you want to change the world, you have to change the metaphor"
i feel her on that one, in the name of the conqueror
as always haiti my blessings are with you, may god hold you in the palm of its hand
TUESDAY
all this government shutdown talk comes out of the republican uber policy of defunding the government
depriving it of the tax resources it needs, then claiming that we cant afford services, cant afford to fund
the government, this fascination with a weak government is inexplicable to me, whats the diff between
what the gop wants and the taliban wants, why do we keep putting folk who dont believe in governing in
charge, do we not remember what happened the last time, the reason america was so desperate they
elected a black man - instructions to the cadre: the big battle of next couple of weeks will be ensuring
blame gets squarely laid on the doorstep of the republicans, have at it
MONDAY ADDENDUM
might be a little too early to send out the traveling spirit, a month of disassociated travelng spirit short my students
hoodoo theology you got two spirits, got the resident spirit, lets call it the housespirit, & you got the traveling spirit
this the spirit that wander about in dreams, meditations, spiritwork, etc, i tend to use it as a remote control avatar
while the real me is sitting at home working at the sacred desk i send the traveling spirit out to interact w/the world
folk think they be talking/interacting w/me but that aint me, me is at home working,
where does one get a traveling spirit you ask: well, 1st you identify your consciousness, then you
implement it thru meditational/magical practices, atral projection experimentation, etc, etc, its complicated
but ive found it very useful, my traveling spirit is socially adept and can handle most occasions
but im so deep into my own reality/novelwork that im just not there, just going thru the motions
if you see me its a mirage, dont waste your time saying hello
the case can be made that this is delusional, but that dont matter to me, ima conjureman
making real into the world that which was not is what i do
i conjure my own realities, and as long as i believe/manifest them w/my magical will they real to me
this is a power i have because i choose to believe i have it, i dont conjure realities i cant impose
what kind of bush idiot conjureman would that make me, i dont conjure realities reality will deny
resist maybe, but not deny
MONDAY
its like summer woodshed has started a month early, this weekend was throwdown & im feeling novelstrong
im not giving this up, im digging in, im sending my traveling spirit out to finish the semster, its showtime
me and that novel, we in a new space, working that 3rd i was telling you about, got a whole new sense of
novel, thats a problem w/a project take a decade or so, you evolve, your idea of what you doing evolve
cant fight evololution, greater understanding & mastery of craft, you work w/it, you conscious that you cant
let the novel constantly be reconcepting itself, but you have to accept some, you have to be deft of foot
and im still on target for summer deadline, it just mean more sweatwork on my part, thats a price i dont
mind paying, for a stronger novel, i cant imagine a price i wouldnt pay, for a stronger novel
maybe thats why i feel like im starting my summer woodshed early, im stealing time now - showtime
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