its been a while

SUN 2/10 1 AM

hello world, old boy is under the gun
have decided to publish HBOF myself
tired of twisting it all out of shape trying
to give industry something it can live with

i put the blackness back in it but w/a
lighter touch, still universalized

listened to the tape of oral version
today and its sounding good, last
session this thurs, finally realized

its not giong to be a perfect reading
and just accept mistakes, get it done
started over 4 times before realized
just get it done, get it off my plate

heard from ellen, she say hit it again
such is life in the literary lane

god help me, god help
me to persevere

one more summer
thats it, im done

fairfax got to go, w/the quickness
nordham i will giive a pass to
if the option is giving virginia
to the republicans, i expect
policy penance of some sort

all my love

rdoc