sept 2, 7:45 am pg 12
okay, im in got 12 pages yesterday,
if i work today the spell is broken
so far its reading decent, no major
revision necessary but the early pages
are always the cleanest before you have
to start weaving all those threads
pray for me
i was so mad at cleveland yesterday
i was tearfully yelling Im thru, Im thru
had asked him about his shots and he
started talking stupid shit, repub shit
about the danger of the vaccine and IO
just lost it, said i dont want to hear that
shit, start yelling Im thru trying, tearfully
and hung up on him and refused to
answer his calls
he had called me from new orleans cause
he needed money after hurricane ida, shoulda
told him i wouldnt send him money till he
gets his shots, thought about offering him
100 dollars if he does but i figure he wll
juust lie to me
little while back he thought he had covid
sent out pics of himself in emergency room
bed being pitifull and we all went into panic
mode, turns out it was tonsilirtus, months
i been begging them to get a shot, and even
after his scare he still talking stupid shiit
and i am so afraid ima get that call and lose
another one, i called jammes to give him
the WU # in case he spoke to cleveland, told
him what happened he laiuighed,m said that
cleveland and evan are "youtube scholars'
aug 30, 11:58 am
okay i have been unable to start revision of novel
i pick it up, i try to longhand it no good
i try to do a quic read revision, no good
i try to start an in depth revision no good
an online revision, no good
i get a coouple pages in and sputter to a stop
i believe its because i dont really think it needs
revision, i gotta read thru it onbe more time
see what embarrass me, then start looking
at alternative presses, im done w/that novel
the memoir reads good but ima let it get cold,
get some of these smaller projects moved,
been working on children book of wisdoom,
a hoodoo almanac and a couple of collabs,
no, do a read thru of novel, do a redpen of
novel, 5 pages a day mornnings, whocares
how you feel, do what need to be done
apparently after immersion in memoir
wll take a minuute to switch tracks, just
read it rick, skip what you think is set
in stone, note the passage that could be
better
and note the passages i used in memoir
to see if i can move them into a new creative
space, came here to whine, i gotta focus
clean up my space, do todays 5
all my love
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