sept 7 9:15 am (pg 43 of 108)
okay, interesting, this last couple of segments im thinking
is this a passage that turned the industry off
got one of my future scenarios comiing up, did they
reject me because of those - okay, i realize just now
this is a trap, HBOF came to life when i gave up on pleasing the
industry and dealt only with my dialogue w/the generations
forget the industry, fuck the fools who cannot
see, none of whom chose to bet on me
fuck em all, eradicate that concern when it arise
ima write the novel that feels right to me
take my chances, let the generations
decide
sept 6 9:16 pm (pg 35 of 108, got my groove on)
was reading the other day about the death of the sun
i will switch out one of these images to play w/that
sept 6 11:41 am (not even 12 and Ive done 11 pages)
visioning better days by ceaser dopes
okay i was just thinking, everyday ima do a flash fiction
off one of these paintings i have downloaded for rootsblog
recently found a black arts site on FB, used passinf thru accompanying
a post and dawoud jacked me for not giving props and so i used this one
previous post w/props then i thought id like to do more here than
account my production schedules, its gotten so if i dont work out
production goals here they not real but thats got to bore you so i was
thinking looking at the roses in his glasses ima do a flash every
day to one of these, and it will be raw draft so it wont be anything
remotely worthwhille but it will be one day, run w/it rick, accept
the embarassment, it will be a beautiful Text one day
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the traveler looked upon a vista stretching as far as he could
see and everywhere he looked nothing but pain and misery
tears gathered in the corner of his eyes and he wiped
them away, for this he had journeyed far, wide and deep
and everywhere the same, mud and blood and misery
the tears that blurred his vision, wiped away he still could not see
and then he saw roses that had taken root in the mud and blood
i am not sure now, just what he sees but then again neither is he
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okay, raw and rough, not even 1st draft but i enjoyed it
and it will evolve eventually into something worthwhile
this is like the skeleton to be fleshed out and the other
thing i noted is that i made it a wisdom tale, my thing
one of the few ive told thats not revised from the
ancients, this one is totally mine, i like that a lot
which means you got to follow thru rick, one a day,
see what happems, choose a piece for 5 days, put it up now,
let the internal comp start processinbg, do it now, 5 paintings
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TUESDAY dont know artist
WEDNESDAY havana style by trevor sturgeon
what do i see in her eyes
THURSDAY
blossoming within by smwallday
MONDAY
internal war, external reality asmwallday
TUESDAY
pass thru this yoshua klaus
WEDNESDAY thomas somebody
i got to find this artist name, got a lot of his downloaded
works cause id like to do this kind of dimensionwork
sept 6, pg 10 (damn just real sept instead of aug)
guess that moves schedule by a month, jesus
visioning better days by ceaser dopes
okay, got a groove of sorts, averaging a couple of pages a day
and i realize instead of barrelling thru like i do i got to take my time
and leisure over each pages, so ima go for 3 pages a day, should
do 2 but i just cant take that, 3 pages a day will have me w/good
draft sometime in sept and maybe take rest of sept for cleanup
then put it down forever, will not read it again
cause if i read it i will revise it and there is a certain point
in a writers life when they doing bloodless parodiies
of what they used to do, i still feel viable but often you the
last to know youve lost it
you may have noticed dear regulators that
i spend the bulk of my time pondering production
how to get more work done
thats what writers do
all my love
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