apr 29, 8:55pm pg 51 of 102
uncle rabbit in de briar patch - AI Word by Rdoc
took a day off, resisting
urge to take two,
i was on burnout patrol
still unhappy w/the product
clearly not a closure draft
probably realizing that is
what got me discouraged
my standard have not fallen
they have totally evaporated
i have one goal in life, to
finish this draft this week
showtime
apr 27, 6:33pm pg 51 of 104
i cant take it, was lying there taking a break
and running novel scenariios in my head
perhaps when ive done my daily 10 i can
start blocking out my novel
apr 27, pg 44 of 104 i was just looking
over this post and that admonition
- saddle up soldier -
me support talking myself, the bilateral mind in
dialogue - which folk have traditionally deified
or demonized - what if i was to have an ongoing
dialogue between jubilation and the conqueror
in mi novel, take a stab at
it, rick, see what comes up
(see, see, the conquerors voice, Im
so excited at the potential here)
but thats the stage im in, the novel
is bubbling in my head, its ready to
roll but i am not, i got to finish the
draft of the hoodoo way, no telling
how long an extensive draft of the novel
will take, at least a year - and when you
clocking those 70s you knoow you could
check out at any moment, i got to finish
the draft, have it be a done deal, legacy
i got to go, june fucking 11th
revivial meeting: AI word by Rdoc
apr 27, 9:42am pg 42 of 104 and i am sick
of this project, not even half way, 10 a day
is going to drive me stark raving mad, im
on jun11, divinity & the great mojo, jun11,
not even half way and totally discouraged
- saddle up soldier, whimpering is unseemly
i do not ever abandon a draft
till its done, i live by the Code
if you abandon a draft before its done you
have to start over when you come back to it
regulations by rdoc: always finish the draft
apr 26, 7:57 pm, pg 41 of 104
okay my standards have totally collapsed
wont be no revision of weak passages
i got to make my deadline
apr 26, the cuse 8:44 am pg 32 of 104
sister rabbit in repose - AI Word by Rdoc
okay okay, im trying to clock
10 pgs a day, im on pg 32 of 104
and just dont have time to get stuck
cleaning up weak passages
my standards have fallen
i am so eager to do that novel
whats bubbling in my head is
a brand new fantasmical lick
i got to get thru this draft
this what i did just now
so very weak but i dont
have time to sit and wrestle
with it, its not really coherent
its not urgent, its not essentialist
right now its just a loosely connected
series of observations, so not compelling
ima park it here where i can
fiddle with it when i got time
be safe
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APR23: THE HIGH ROAD
once upon a time on the edge of night and day, brer rabbit hear a
mournful howl, whoop whoop whooooo, who there, ask brer rabbit,
he hold up the lantern he carrying when he hear a voice sad as it can
be asking is that you, brer rabbit, this brer wolf, need some help here,
at which point brer rabbit peer over the edge of the road and there brer
wolf is under a rock and sorely aggrieved, dont know that helping you
is to my advantage, say brer rabbit, you been mighty keen on having me
and mine for dinner, so brer rabbit he continue on his way but all that
night he hear that mornful howl so he return the next morning and roll off
the rock, in return brer wolf say every full moon he will give the rabbit folk
a pass and that’s why every full moon you hear that mournful howl, brer wolf
announcing to all the rabbit kin that the deal still on, whoop whoop whoooooo,
The High Road: conduct on the highest plane of which
we are capable at that moment in crossroadial time
When you come too the crossroads always choose the
High Road, always strive to be better than you are.
As an individual, as a people. A culture.
There is always a better you.
There is always a better way.
No matter how good it seems,
There is always better.
It is the unceasing search
for better than leads to FA.
Cry not to me, o Traveler, of your burdens, responsibility
lies with the responsible, I didnt choose you, God did.
The High Road is a difficult road, requiring of you your very best.
Pilgrimage w/o a degree of difficulty is not a Pilgrimage. The low road
is the easy road but you don’t necessarily grow from it. An easy ride
wouldn’t be very transformative would it? Expect difficulty.
When it matters. Embrace difficulty. When it matters.
And do remember, o Traveler, how easily all those years building trust
can be lost in one moment of questionable behavior. Do nothing you
don’t want exposed, everything comes into the light. Leadership requires
moral authority and relentless dignity. Folk need to know they can
depend on you. That in times of need you will be the last one to fold.
Leadership you have to earn.
Just cause you of the conscious don’t mean you can dismiss folk that
aren’t conscious. That don’t have the advantages you have. They the ones
the conscious been sent here to Serve. Humility is not an act of nature,
humility is an act of will. I expect of you unrelenting Generosity of Spirit.
The default position is Hoodoo Dignity in all things at all times. The High Road.
This is reflected in the Hoodoo Posture, tall spine, full chest. Brace those
shoulders, soldier, move with deliberate grace, rest in profound stillness.
An ongoing quest for significance laying down crossroads at will. We must
at all times carry ourselves w/the Hoodoo Dignity that demands respect,
Conduct yourself as as a Superior Personality and
you are. This is the Essence of Conjuration.
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