FRIDAY DAY
ahem, i look at that last post and im kinda shellshocked
really wandered off the reservation with that one didnt i
trying to decide if should i leave it up or take it down
ima probably leave it up, what the hell, i wrote it didnt i
got to have the courage of my scribblings
but ive embarassed myself, ima chill for awhile
try to clock some pages
thats what i like about being a novelist
if i win i win, if i lose i write about it
all my love
rdoc
WEDNESDAY MAYBE
hello world, sorry i been out of the loop
schoolhouse got me humping, desperately trying to maintain
momentum on novel and trekking to the delta, just dont have no
discretionary nothing
got to make less do more these days
wait till something i think worthy of my time
first off a noose was hung on a black teachers door at columbia
universitys teachers college,
might be a jena copycat, might be sister enjoy the spotlight
forgive the cynic in me but hard for me
to tremble in my boots on this one
if somebody was to put a noose on my door at syracuse id probably
leave there, great post race conversation piece
okay.rick, enuf frivolity, two more
comments and some closure
one that barack obama, who seems to be losing steam against hillary, is being
chastised by blackfolk for not taking a higher profile with that
but i empathize with his situation, doesnt want to follow the model
of two previous black contenders, jessie jackson and al sharpton
that would not be viable, and i believe folk have to give him room
to make a credible run, kind of a old martin malcom two step
we are diverse enough a people to have all kinds of blackfolk on the field
in spite of the rev jackson and ms dickersons position that he isnt black enuf
of course that diversity doesnt include race traitors like clarence thomas, not in the
book of flowers or the great black book of generations - him i have excommunicated
and truth be told, to run for and actually be president is so compromising that id
rather obama found another role to play, one that will allow him to be more righteous
than being president of the united states will allow
the other recent news i want to point out is that hispanic poverty has fallen
by some 20% or so in america, not sure of the exact numbers offhand
but this includes the poverty pressures of a constant
stream of new immigrants, legal and illegal
what this says is that, like most other immigrant populations, the hispanics
are getting their act together, and you can see it in their willingness to work hard
to provide for their families, etc etc
in the article it talked about how they are moving into entry level good jobs
that white folk are leaving, like construction, service, etc
said hispanics instead of blackfolk getting those jobs and leaving blackfolk in the dust
which is why we a little leary sometime of immigration reform
but it hurt me to see hispanics (and west indians) getting rousted
families being broken and all, just for wanting a better life
and rickydoc gon tell you the reason blackfolk arent getting those jobs
is because they arent going for them with the kind of determination you need to win
what rickydoc gon tell you is that blackfolkare about to get left behind again, once again
slotted to be americas bottomfeeders in a period of acute economic change
a period of opportunity for script flipping
rickydoc the one gon tell you this is a cultural failing, we are just a weak people
ive said it over and over, wherever you got blackpeople anywhere in the world
they are on the bottom of their respective society
africa, south america, asia, united states, everywhere
this is a cultural failing on our part and we cant get around that
reparations? give me a break, give blackfolks money and they will buy $100 sneakers
spend their money on clothes and cars instead of capital formation
and when you say thats inappropriate you are accused of being a self hater
unlike bill cosby i dont just blame the poor, if anything i blame the bougie class
i represent for not taking care of business, for not looking out for the rest of the race
folk who swear we live in a post black world and they dont have to identify anymore
this noose is for you
okay, so the situation is cultural, and all those little sidegame initiatives on the board wont change that
i have got to change my people souldeep, the old rootdoctor got to turn them into a different kind of people
a mighty and illuminated people
a wondrous and powerful people
(there are some issues in a truly longgame program about how humanity will identify once it reaches for the stars and blackfolk become a star faring people but i wont go there right now, it will just confuse you)
so i look at the board and i wonder how can i transform my peoples souls
ive chosen to lean on my hoodoo identity
which is of course tightly wrapped with my artistic identity
both of them workers on the hoodoo board of destiny
soul workers, destinyworkers
those of you know me know how i feel about the responsibility of indigenous spiritual traditions
for the care and feeding of the tribal soul and destiny, both for individuals and the collective
i look at the influence of buddhism, christanity, hinduism, ifa, islam, judaism, etc and i see
what a viable spiritual tradition can do for a culture, for a peoples destiny
i look at the influence of the bible, the koran, the iching, and so forth and i see what a viable
sacred literature, a good holybook, can do for a culture, for a peoples destiny
and its like hoodoo, a tradition thats only been used for folk magic
is a blank slate to do with as i please, to transform it into the kind of instrument i need
to transform a people
to illuminate a culture
the task too daunting for me to do it in my lifetime so
what i got to do is forge a tradition that will do it for the next thousand years
or so
so i commence to conjuring
now a destinywork spell of this magnitude is a lifetime work
basically im operating in my mythworker mode - Mythmaker
im using this novel to construct the destinywork and explore the concept of mythwork
be nice to explore prophecy, destinywork and this particular spell
with the kind of complexity wideman brought to prophecy w/the cattlekilling
but the novel is a rarefied instrument, it only speaks to longgame thinkers
novels, to be viable, must be an indirect influence
you have to understand the power of ideas
the power of art, and how it work, powerful but indirect
my Works i considers seed of the future
my Ideological Orchestrations, preparation of the ground
so i got three other initiatives that support the destinywork in novel
this weblog, the hoodoo book of flowers and the hoodoo hands
(and new ren writers guild too but thats another post)
so basically i need to insure the viability of my mythwork by working w/both hands
mythwork by itself dont work, have to also build institutions that facilitate it
inthis case i have to transform the hoodoo tradition
into an instrument of redemption, a role that it has traditionally played in
the mode of gullah jack, zora neale and ishmael
there is a history of hoodoo as an instrument of cultural redemption,
most particular in literary hoodoo
this is not as far fetched as it might initially seem
so i have been trying to reform, regenerate, revise, rewhatever the hoodoo tradition
i have gotten a lot of resistance from folk who want hoodoo to stay a piddling little
folk magic tradition
and have had to make it clear, i dont object to folk being little folk magic hoodoos
spells, hells and black cat bones, if thats what they want its fine with me
its just not for me, im interested in bigger game than that
so folk accuse me of not being true hoodoo
and ive had to define my brand of hoodoo into the hoodoo world
because i will not let hoodoo be defined by mercenaries and folk magic
times are too dear and my tradition too powerful to be allowed to lay fallow
since what i am trying to manifest is more highmagic than folkmagic
and trying to leave room for folk to be folkmagic hoodoos if
thats they want to do
ive made the distinction of calling the hoodoo i practice 'high hoodoo'
and in my more private moments i call myself 'the high hoodoo'
i dont go around trying to claim this title
but in my heart thats what i believe, thats how i conduct myself
the first law of conjure:
conduct yourself as you aspire to be and you are
as a trained organizer i know mythwork on its own is not viable
you have to also build facilitating institutions
i have been trying to build a hoodoo institution that will faciliate this myth,
basically a hoodoo secret society - the hoodoo hands
i was whupped on so bad for this effort that i had to draw back and lick my wounds
basically i lost my confidence, who am i to try to found a new way - be a Waymaker
im constantly having to convince myself that i am not just a deluded fool
out here tripping hard, but it comes with the conjuric territory that you often
a reailty of one
and i dont never give up no destinywork, once you on the board you on the board
accept your insecurities, take your punches, make your adjustments, keep on trucking
till the day i die
and then some
so basically ive got 5 audience, 5 narratives ive got to forge:
the hoodoo world: got to convince them there is more to life than folkmagic, that hoodoo is a serious historical force and potential instrument of cultural redemption
blackpeople: got to convince black people they have a destiny, a mission greater than their adversity, to be an illuminated people, guide and guardian of humanitys destiny, and that hoodoo is the instrument of that destiny
the atr world: got to set up hoodoo as the prophetic tradition of the atr world, convince them that atr needs to be brought into the 21st century and the archaic practices left behind
the worldspirit: got to convince other spiritual traditions that hoodoo and atr are contenders for a better way in the 21st century
the world: got to convince the whole world that hoodoo is a prophetic tradition instead of the joke they think it is now, that hoodoo is a better way for the 21st century and beyond, a star faring tradition
so basically thats my goal as an ideological orchestrator, 5 dialogs ive got to engage in
and i figure i got about 10, 20 more years (god willing) to do it in
got to illuminate the hoodoo tradition and make it a powerful tradition instead of the folkmagic curiosity it is now, which means i have to make it a strong tradition, so when the spotlight hits it folk find it worthy
got to use rest for the weary to build a mythwork of blackfolk as a powerful people with a destiny
give them a vision greater than their adversity
a vision they can believe in
for this to work have to give all humanity a myth they can believe in
a myth in which an illuminated blackculture is guide and guardian of
humanitys destiny
magical negro indeed
and of course a major component of this mythwork is my own life
the mythmakers greatest work - myself as a model of the hoodoo future
thats what Mythmakers do
two other components of that myth designed to have more immediate impact
is this weblog, in which i forge ground for me to stand on, for my vision to be manifest
(may not have a lot of readership but i got some, say 4 years ago nobody thought like me, or understood my position, now a select few do, by definition the sharpest folk on the planet, may not always agree with me but they understand what im trying to do - 10 years from now, who knows - step by step and inch by inch, slooowly we manifest)
and my wouldbe holybook, the hoodoo book of flowers
also known as the great black book of generations
there are times when i doubt myself and my vision and i wonder
if i should stop trying to speak for blackfolk and just speak for all humanity
that is a standing tension of my work
i get a lot of flack from well meaning folk who think i should be post black
and speak for all
most particularly flack from myself
cause speaking for all would be the stronger and more illuminated position
but as long as blackfolk suffering i will be the voice of my peoples
greatest dreams
for i am rickydoc
wouldbe prophet
of the hoodoo way
when you need me you
call me, i will come
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