MONDAY
SUNDAY:on the nature of mission failure
hello world
seems the cherokee voted out their black members - that hurt
consider walter reed soldier care scandal and bush drive to cut vet benefits and privatize support services
more of bushs ownership society - some things private industry just dont do well - often no profit in doing well
somethings government got to do - like katrina rebuild - or take care of its wounded soldiers - bush talk about supporting the troops but deny them benefits - whiteman speak w/forked tongue
speaking of forked tongues, seen august wilsons gem of the ocean last night and it was an act of wonder
sanctuary work - an issue dear to both our afroliterary hearts
and it put so much on my mind (and soul)
i was telling bonnie some of the ideas it gave me for rest
and she carefully said 'isnt that . . .borrowing?'
i said no, thats stealing - depending on how well i do it
'amateurs borrow, professionals steal'
an august wilson play is a primal experience
like stories around the tribal fire
so i took notes - how could i not, a master was at Work
and on that note let me see if i can get back in my own groove
kinda deep how he finished his 10 play mission and then he died
o i got to get busy - the work is cold and i am tired
no, i am beyond tired, i am weary
a weary from which there is no rest
ticktock ticktock
rdoc
stealing from the very best
SATURDAY
hello world, didnt get no nibbles from de geas, ignored again
what else is new - all you can do is take the shot one thing blackfolk love to claim is - i got a little indian in me
even i consider native americans natural alllies and like to romanticize the black seminoles of florida fighting off invaders
however it seem the cherokee having a vote today
on if they should toss out the black members of the tribe
like brother ("this should have been a nonissue") baldridge here
descendant of black cherokee slaves called freedmen
who have been members of the tribe since being freed during
the civilwar and the treaty of 1866 decreed them tribe
went on the trail of tears and everything
about 3000 still with the tribe, more cherokee than black
with just that one magic drop
now some in the tribe sayiing they not really cherokee
tossed them once in 1983 and got overruled by a tribal supreme court - so they trying it again
apparently its all that casino money, the tribes afraid freedman descendants, which potentially number in 100s of thousands, will try to claim tribal largesse, like many whites w/minuscule indian blood have done - the freedmen are an easy target
the cherokee, the choctaw, chickasaw, creeks & the seminole
were called 'the 5 civilized tribes' because among other things they owned slaves
now the tribes deny the existence of its exslaves, say the dawes commission
justify it, say they want to be pure
seminoles tried to dump the black seminoles in 2000 but got overruled by dept of indian affairs
creeks battling their freedmen in court
you get the gist of it, blackfolk under the gun again
you listen to the old rootdoctor now, we gon have to finesse this racial identity thing
i got a plan - what i need from you is to carry yourself with the dignity of true players
and eventually the world will get the message they dealing with a new people -
conduct ourselves as we aspire to be and we shall
this is the essence of conjuration -
destinywork take 3 generations minimal: what we know in our minds, our children will know in their hearts, our grandchildren in their souls - culture move hard culture move slow
but it do move
and we cant afford no slack when it come to the destinywork
thats why leaving the baobab society hanging like to broke my heart
that is not the model of struggle i want to be to them
my word is bond
listen o ye firstborn to the geas of rickydoc
and i will give you a mission greater than your adversity
i will give you a destiny
swear fore god i will
rdoc
FRIDAY
hello world, well good news dear and loyal surfers
one - my favorite singer in all the world, randy crawford, got a new album out
her and her boy joe sample say they feeling good - a new randy just what the rootdoctor ordered - i got everything she ever did - hunted them down over the years - and in a couple of cases transferred rare lps to cd - thats my girl
two - the esf baobab society has invited me back for another shot - april 26th, dont let me forget now, somebody remind me, april 26th
if i do good i might be asked to do the black history month
banquet again, i think the dinner on the 26th more multiculti
which mean i cant do my spiritual leader of the blackworld thing and need to come with my we are the world approach
what made that other one so special is that i could speak
as spiritual leader of the blackworld and those opps are rare
usually my audiences mixed and so i come from
my healer thing - my wash all your troubles away thing
my we the world, the future belongs to you thing
i do both equally well, i serve both families as appropriate to the moment
but black history month thats when i get a chance to do whats
dear to my heart - save the race
ima do it so well on the 26th they ask me back for black history month next year maybe
and ima see if i can do some service
i used to open the annual caribbean students show w/a libation/witchdoctor act
but that leadership group graduated and that little gig died out
i enjoyed that and was disappointed when they stopped calling on me
and i realize the problem was that i was doing the show but i wasnt doing the service
i was a fake shaman
since that convocation ive had something like that w/baobab society
but i missed the show, now i got to do the service
my own slack has forced me to the real, aint that the nature of slack
okay quick commentary and im outta here, whats happening in somalia
my understanding? is that troops from puntland heading south
as you may know, puntland and somaliland are autonomous and relatively
wellrun regions of somalia that have stayed clear of the chaos
if puntland is aligning itself with the government thats a very interesting move
gotta put my finger on that pulse
last day of admissions process, gon be wonderful getting that energy freed up
be able to Work again - been a rough two weeks my friend
but i got randy, freedom, still cool w/the baobab society and puntland in the fray
this just might be a good day
all my love
rdoc
WEDNESDAY
hello world, im coasting
starting to recover from missing that gig
that will always be one of my liferegrets
but what can you do but keep on stepping
finally caught up with the schoolhouse and can breath again
get a little Work done
did a strategic distribution of de geas, got to divorce myself from any response, or even worse and more likely lack thereof
im just trying to recover the fumble, do what i said id do
though it do embarrass me when i get to huffing and puffing
some quick commentary and im out of here
still feeling a little battered
i see where there been a lot of controversy over word nigger lately - pure d hate it myself
old delta boy like me who lived through the pre civilrights south - who remember little dittys like: niggers and flies i do despise, the more i see niggers the more i love fliescall me nigger at your peril - nigga niggas niggaz niggist - whatever
but the efforts to legislatively ban the n word seem misguided - what you gon do, throw kids in jail if they insist on using it
they will use it just to show us they can - like they do now
got to be another way of breaking them of that one
they swear when you spell it nigga or niggaz its new and okay and even endearing
according to the nigga motorcycle repair kit the spelling aint that new after all
my generation will fight this one till our dying breathmight be a lost cause maybe not - guy who built the niggaspace networking site for young blackfolk had to do a lot of explaining on his homepage:
This site is in no way meant to be racist.
A common
endearing term used by many black people is, "nigga" not to be confused
with a different and offensive term, "nigger".
The word, "nigga" is in
rap songs, daily conversations, on TV, etc. yet the word still has so
much mixed emotions attached. One of my intentions is for this word to
no longer have such mixed emotions. Part of my intention for this site
is for the word nigga to embody images of brotherhood, and fraternity
rather than images of ignorance and hate.
How great would it be, if the mixed emotions that this word
carries along with it, were stripped down to something more positive?
Only positive. Of course there are going to be two sides to this, but just
know that intentions are noble. So create an account, and start the
revolution! Tyrone
the revolution - anytime you got to do that much explanation you know you wrong
when i googled it for the link some blog said something along the lines of
"a space where niggers can call each other niggers while the world watches - kinda like tapdancing with typing"
apologies to the tapdancers but you gotta admit that was cute
by the way, that little ditty about niggers and flies was a black thing, not white - cant legislate something like that out of existence, wish it was that easy
we got to maintain our ground on it
and in the same way its become tacky for whitefolk to use it we got to keep insisting its just as tacky for blackfolk to use it and hope it dies the same death - win or lose we fight the good fight
one of those cultural conflicts i been talking about
accentuating the positive, eliminating the negative, hanging on to the in between
patience children
culture move hard culture move slow
on that note ima try to get some novelwork done this weekend
been a couple of weeks no noveltime now - that will never do
images from the jim crow museum of racist memorabilia
i got a couple of nice memorabilia pieces myself, got a nice picaninny
in overalls, a mammy ashtray and a grinning banjo player -
i consider them sacredworks - go figure
in the conquerors name
rdoc
MONDAY
hello world, i cant believe i missed that gig
i was so looking forward to it
the esf students done right by me and i left them hanging
god help me i left them hanging
i live for that tribal relationship with black students
guide and guardian - its more than a job its a mission
folk from my generation know what im talking about
a luta continua
gotta go by the next baobab meeting and apologize
hope they give me another shot
try to use this hammer to be stronger, otherwise it just feels bad
got to try to finesse it, turn it into power
- be more serious about what i do
- develop true relationship w/boabab society if i can
- get that piece into the idea marketplace
then i will feel better about it all, even if piece is ignored as they generally are
i got to assume that everytime i get my vision out there it speaks to a chosen few
on another note, i was reading this nyt article this morning
about the future of the nation of islam after farrakhan
it made a couple of comments reflecting my own reservations
about black islam in the united states
im conflicted about islam in the afroam community
i have to accept it, my own many roads to timbuktu political philosophy demands it
and some of my best friends are afroam islamics,
they tend to carry themselves w/a dignity and purpose that i admire
but i consider islam just as imperial as i do christanity
black folk who go islamic expected to make themselves over into little quasi arabs (maybe rename themselves after muhammad ali, one of the worst slavetraders to ever depopulate the sudan)
in america as in africa and the sudan and elsewhere
those of us follow an african way of god in competition for the souls of blackfolk
with the proselytizing and often coercive religions of the desert
the african way of god been losing out for centuries, aint been organized
or as illuminated and/or ruthless as islam and christanity - like its been stuck in a historical rut
de rootdoctor been trying to prod the african way of god
make it a contender
same way i dont submit to christanity and its biblic worldview
i dont submit to islam and its arabic worldview which presuppose
black adaptation to its precepts, culture, language and vision
but then i dont submit to yoruba fon akan or congo either
of them all i am more comfortable w/african ways of god
hoodoo is a proud member of the afrospiritual family but
i dont like other folk lording it over african americans - period
white, african, arab, latino, asian, nativeamerican, whatever - not in the conquerors house
i believe your spiritual system should reflect your particular history
your particular worldview, mythology, culture and destiny
only in that way do you and yours grow truly strong
thats why ima hoodooman, a practitioner of the african american indigenous spiritual system
thats why im so determined to make hoodoo a strong and illuminated system and not
just a cultural curiosity - a system you can believe in dear and loyal surfer
one in which you can grow strong
i believe the judgement of a systems power is in the lives of its believers
are they a strong people, a beautiful people, contributing gracenotes to the worldspirit
i will work with all these other systems, christanity, islam, yoruba, fon, wicca, etc
and whatever else blackfolk decide they want to be, buddhist, hindu, whatever
hoodoo aint never had no problem working with folk: any method anytime
(the hoodoo modality is to absorb contenders - just like we got to do)
but the high hoodoo dont really approve of blackfolk remaking themselves to fit the visions
of other folks cultures, i believe we should put our energies into empowering our own
nyt article about the future of the nation of islam after farrakhan raised
some of those issues - im just gon quote the passage
“They still haven’t reached the point where there is no color,” said Yassir
Chadly, an imam based in Oakland, who immigrated from Morocco 30 years ago.
“Islam is universal; it can’t be cut into little sections.” (rdoc note: tell that to the muslims of darfur why dont you)
Such statements make followers of the Nation bristle.
“We are not imitators of Arab culture; that would put us in an inferior
position and make them our superiors,” said Muhammad Muhammad, a 40-year-old
adherent from Oklahoma City.
i dont mind blackfolk identifying w/other systems, thats very 21st century
but within that, black allegiance got to be paramount in my world
islams submission thing dont leave a lot of room for other allegiances
the name islam mean submission or something like that
and as you know the conqueror do not bow
on a more personal note
ima go by the multiculti office and cop a plea, all i can do
had a nice relatonship with the baobab society
they believed in me and i left them hanging
that hurts, you have no idea how much that hurts
folk believe in me i cant leave them hanging
need to find out when they have their meetings
go by and cop a plea - all i can do
try to redeem myself , offer to do some service
they aint gon want to hear it
not looking forward to abasing myself
but on this one i will bow
repeatedly
rdoc
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